I don’t understand. I see all these boys around me, living lives full of success, love, attention, while I exist in the shadows, ignored and rejected. Why them? Why not me? I’m here, I breathe, I exist, and yet, it’s like I don’t belong. I spend Christmas alone, once again, while the world celebrates with family, friends, in the warmth of love with their partners.
What do they have that I don’t have? What do I need to finally be seen, to be given a minimum of attention, of consideration? I’m tired of remaining invisible, of living in this silence. This feeling of injustice, this incomprehension, it’s eating away at me. Why am I destined to live like this, to be alone in a world that seems only made for others? This world is only made for idiots, those who attract all the girls, I hate them, I hate them so much.
What do they have that I don’t have? What do I need to finally be seen, to be given a minimum of attention, of consideration? I’m tired of remaining invisible, of living in this silence. This feeling of injustice, this incomprehension, it’s eating away at me. Why am I destined to live like this, to be alone in a world that seems only made for others? This world is only made for idiots, those who attract all the girls, I hate them, I hate them so much.
