Venting one month into university and i already feel like dropping out

[superpsycho]

i am one month into my first year of uni. this should be water to collegecucks like me but it is essentially just a larger highschool. the mog is more brutal, everyone (yes everyone) around me is a hyper-neurotypical sexhaver/friendhaver and is just better than me overall in each and every way. i thought the normies here would be a little more tolerable, but no. they are the same egotistical narcy pieces of shit that they were in highschool. its funny because just a few months ago i unironically thought college would be my route to ascension (that is the only reason that i went along with the fact that i dont wanna work yet), but its just going to be another 4 years of me being reminded of my inceldom every other minute of the day that i am on campus. it was either this or the work force though so i guess not being a wageslave for now is something to smile about..

one thing about college i absolutely despise is the insane amount of group work it has, i dont know if it is just me but i have had a ton of group work so far compared to highschool. it is absolutely TERRIBLE. every single time i work in groups with people im always the one thats outcasted immediately, its as if normies have NT detectors built into their fucking skulls or some shit. i worked in a group of 4 in this one class today and i got absolutely ignored the whole time even when i spoke up to try and contribute except for once when i asked a question. i could tell from the get-go that they hated me and didn’t want to work with me at all. in my other class, i have to do this long fucking group project and by my horrible luck, i got put into a group with the 3 biggest moggers in that entire class. all 3 of them are 6’0+ frat pheno NT white guys. to make matters worse i have to do a 20 minute presentation on that project with those guys in front of the whole class next month so im going to be getting mogged to suicide the entire fucking time in front of 20 people. its going to be so unbelievably brutal man fuck im trying not to think about it but when i do it fucking consumes my entire brain.

if i didn’t enroll so late i probably could have got all online classes, i will try to get all online classes next semester and hopefully for the rest of my college life at this normie and sexhaver filled university. if i cant get all online classes next semester i will seriously consider dropping out and just becoming a wagecuck. im too ugly for an environment like this and im too retarded to even hold a fucking 1 on 1 conversation, maintain eye contact, or understand social cues properly. its over.

@Fr0st @Lifeless @TimeMachineOrLDAR @stonecoldlikearock

 

[4sez]

Did you get any scholarships during high school?

 

[lnceI]

Drop out if thats what you want

 

[superpsycho]

Did you get any scholarships during high school?

yea

 

[Xul]

Just call everybody niggers

 

[4sez]

yea

How much was it?

 

[superpsycho]

Drop out if thats what you want

i wil heavily consider it if i cannot get online classes next semester.

 

[superpsycho]

How much was it?

$500

 

[aryanmikmaq]

I don’t know if I want to go to college

 

[4sez]

$500

How much is tuition?

 

[superpsycho]

I don’t know if I want to go to college

if u do try to get as many online classes as possible

 

[superpsycho]

How much is tuition?

no clue, my family paid for it, not me

ill ask them later when they wake up

 

[4sez]

I never went to university, and I never will.

would rather be dead

Immediately after I graduated from high school, I started working

 

[superpsycho]

I never went to university, and I never will.

would rather be dead

Immediately after I graduated from high school, I started working

i didnt wanna wagecuck tbh

but the reality is slowly setting in that wagecucking might be better for me than this

 

[4sez]

i didnt wanna wagecuck tbh

but the reality is slowly setting in that wagecucking might be better for me than this

Being a wagecuck is better than a unicuck, at least you're getting paid for wageslaving for 40 hours straight

 

[Tenna]

I still haven’t started an essay that I was supposed to start last week

 

[Lifeless]

brutal

 

[unhingedsamsung]

Same experience here, college is basically fucking high school but it’s two hours for 4days. Tmrw should be the last day until next Monday thankfully.


I fucking hate it, I NEETed the entire year before and my brain is just completely fucking fried and burned out from rotting online. I can’t even focus on the lectures. I also want to drop out as well and just rope or coast guardmax. I’d probably do a term and then ICEmaxx from there just deporting people.


I have the same experience with group projects as well, I don’t even do well in group projects, NEVER at all have I done well with group projects, it’s just me being a autistic retard who doesn’t know what to do and I’m just ignored all of the time. I have two exams tmrw which I’m like 90% sure I’ll fail at it and I don’t even care for it anymore man, I really just want to drop out, I have zero discipline for academic study. The fact I have to do this shit for 4 years just melts my fucking brain.

 

[FriendX]

brutal

 

[subindian]

same bro but a degree is kinda important. im in uni but very unhappy about it as similar reasons plus im doing a degree that my parents made me do. powering thru just going to class and back home immediately helps a bit as u can jump straight into cope. it took me a while as going there for the first time esp if you move out of home as well you think well maybe theres a chance i will get friends or even a girl. well youre not that guy pal trust me youre not that guy. took me a year and half + of normie bullying to understand that and now i go class go home game smoke game if im not studying im smoking and that is it . one thing thats a bit of a positive. i frequent my local pub two buildings down from my uni flat. made friends w two older eastern european dudes like a year ago and they are my only current irl friends (i dont even have their contacts we are always there at the local every day of the weekend all evening) so if u like beer i recommend pubs and older people are usually nice

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

I would rather work than back to college (in a one week)

I don't want to see those happy people with their superficial anything that they show

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Read every word. Yeah, try to get online classes by all means, it's for the better. And ofc it had to be you that gets into the group with the 3 moggers. Why is our luck always like that? I'm telling u, we are metaphysically cursed. Got reminded of the presentation I had to do this week which was horrible... I'm not doing another presentation, idc atp.

 

[carrot]

i am one month into my first year of uni. this should be water to collegecucks like me but it is essentially just a larger highschool. the mog is more brutal, everyone (yes everyone) around me is a hyper-neurotypical sexhaver/friendhaver and is just better than me overall in each and every way. i thought the normies here would be a little more tolerable, but no. they are the same egotistical narcy pieces of shit that they were in highschool. its funny because just a few months ago i unironically thought college would be my route to ascension (that is the only reason that i went along with the fact that i dont wanna work yet), but its just going to be another 4 years of me being reminded of my inceldom every other minute of the day that i am on campus. it was either this or the work force though so i guess not being a wageslave for now is something to smile about..

one thing about college i absolutely despise is the insane amount of group work it has, i dont know if it is just me but i have had a ton of group work so far compared to highschool. it is absolutely TERRIBLE. every single time i work in groups with people im always the one thats outcasted immediately, its as if normies have NT detectors built into their fucking skulls or some shit. i worked in a group of 4 in this one class today and i got absolutely ignored the whole time even when i spoke up to try and contribute except for once when i asked a question. i could tell from the get-go that they hated me and didn’t want to work with me at all. in my other class, i have to do this long fucking group project and by my horrible luck, i got put into a group with the 3 biggest moggers in that entire class. all 3 of them are 6’0+ frat pheno NT white guys. to make matters worse i have to do a 20 minute presentation on that project with those guys in front of the whole class next month so im going to be getting mogged to suicide the entire fucking time in front of 20 people. its going to be so unbelievably brutal man fuck im trying not to think about it but when i do it fucking consumes my entire brain.

if i didn’t enroll so late i probably could have got all online classes, i will try to get all online classes next semester and hopefully for the rest of my college life at this normie and sexhaver filled university. if i cant get all online classes next semester i will seriously consider dropping out and just becoming a wagecuck. im too ugly for an environment like this and im too retarded to even hold a fucking 1 on 1 conversation, maintain eye contact, or understand social cues properly. its over.

@Fr0st @Lifeless @TimeMachineOrLDAR @stonecoldlikearock

In my second year rn, It doesn’t get better but you get used to it

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

I wouldn't last a day in that environment
What's the subject?

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

Think about why you want the degree, maybe? Meditation, like just focusing on sound or the sensation of relaxation in the body should help the hyperfocusing on getting mogged, etc.

 

[stonecoldlikearock]

i am one month into my first year of uni. this should be water to collegecucks like me but it is essentially just a larger highschool. the mog is more brutal, everyone (yes everyone) around me is a hyper-neurotypical sexhaver/friendhaver and is just better than me overall in each and every way. i thought the normies here would be a little more tolerable, but no. they are the same egotistical narcy pieces of shit that they were in highschool. its funny because just a few months ago i unironically thought college would be my route to ascension (that is the only reason that i went along with the fact that i dont wanna work yet), but its just going to be another 4 years of me being reminded of my inceldom every other minute of the day that i am on campus. it was either this or the work force though so i guess not being a wageslave for now is something to smile about..

one thing about college i absolutely despise is the insane amount of group work it has, i dont know if it is just me but i have had a ton of group work so far compared to highschool. it is absolutely TERRIBLE. every single time i work in groups with people im always the one thats outcasted immediately, its as if normies have NT detectors built into their fucking skulls or some shit. i worked in a group of 4 in this one class today and i got absolutely ignored the whole time even when i spoke up to try and contribute except for once when i asked a question. i could tell from the get-go that they hated me and didn’t want to work with me at all. in my other class, i have to do this long fucking group project and by my horrible luck, i got put into a group with the 3 biggest moggers in that entire class. all 3 of them are 6’0+ frat pheno NT white guys. to make matters worse i have to do a 20 minute presentation on that project with those guys in front of the whole class next month so im going to be getting mogged to suicide the entire fucking time in front of 20 people. its going to be so unbelievably brutal man fuck im trying not to think about it but when i do it fucking consumes my entire brain.

if i didn’t enroll so late i probably could have got all online classes, i will try to get all online classes next semester and hopefully for the rest of my college life at this normie and sexhaver filled university. if i cant get all online classes next semester i will seriously consider dropping out and just becoming a wagecuck. im too ugly for an environment like this and im too retarded to even hold a fucking 1 on 1 conversation, maintain eye contact, or understand social cues properly. its over.

@Fr0st @Lifeless @TimeMachineOrLDAR @stonecoldlikearock

Fucking hell man I’m sorry holy shit

 

[Eng-Cel]

You're not alone bud. I hate my time at University too due to being non-NT. University fuckin sucks if you're not NT, looking at all the NT brocolli hair normies walking by in groups giggling and studying together. Yet when you talk to them, their smile disappears, its like they have a 6th sense to detect and stay away from non NT people

Made no friends thus far, just acquaintances, that's the best you can hope for if non NT, unless an NT normie classmate takes a liking to you and helps you out.

 

[TheHungariancel]

Sounds like you’re doing some kind of humanities degree if you have that much group work and presentations. This would also explain why there are so many moggers there.

STEM courses usually have more sub-5s.

Same experience here, college is basically fucking high school but it’s two hours for 4days. Tmrw should be the last day until next Monday thankfully.


I fucking hate it, I NEETed the entire year before and my brain is just completely fucking fried and burned out from rotting online. I can’t even focus on the lectures. I also want to drop out as well and just rope or coast guardmax. I’d probably do a term and then ICEmaxx from there just deporting people.


I have the same experience with group projects as well, I don’t even do well in group projects, NEVER at all have I done well with group projects, it’s just me being a autistic retard who doesn’t know what to do and I’m just ignored all of the time. I have two exams tmrw which I’m like 90% sure I’ll fail at it and I don’t even care for it anymore man, I really just want to drop out, I have zero discipline for academic study. The fact I have to do this shit for 4 years just melts my fucking brain.

I experienced and am experiencing the shit. I literally can’t concentrate and understand anything during classes, it’s sucks massively. I was also a NEET before I started uni and even though I liked being a NEET it probably made more retarded than I already was.

 

[unhingedsamsung]

Sounds like you’re doing some kind of humanities degree if you have that much group work and presentations. This would also explain why there are so many moggers there.

My “business” professor makes us do a good amount of group projects.

STEM courses usually have more sub-5s.

i wish i was that high IQ to do computer info systems or cybersecurity, unfortunately I am not that smart.

I experienced and am experiencing the shit. I literally can’t concentrate and understand anything during classes, it’s sucks massively. I was also a NEET before I started uni and even though I liked being a NEET it probably made more retarded than I already was.

being a NEET and being socially isolated for a full year after graduating from high school I am sure has fucked up my IQ and my social IQ a lot more than it did when I was in primary school

More than likely I’m gonna fail this semester I am too unmotivated and my discipline is shit when it comes to academics

 

[Chud Norris72]

I would only survive that with low-inhib drugs

 

[FailedAtEverything]

death to all normfags