On the verge of breaking

[satoshisacuck]

My head is running through bunch of emotions, it really hurts. I feel like I am not human any more and more motivation is slipping by the day.
But I finally have an answer and I am willing to take that road soon.

Been listening to anime amvs alot (Impossible AMVs)

There are some things that are impossible,  I don't know why I thought I was different...

 

[nausea]

elab?

 

[satoshisacuck]

elab?

I don't want to yield to this world. To the degeneracy, to all the lies. I don't want to be a part of it. But I don't want to be unhappy either, I finally found a way to relieve myself to the next level. I don't know, I am scared..mainly of myself.

I am tired of people taking advantage of my innocence. I am tired of not being able to protect the things I want.

 

[nausea]

which things you wanna protect?

 

[satoshisacuck]

which things you wanna protect?

I want to be able to find someone the same as me, and have them love me for who I am. I think I found such a person, but I am afraid they are going to reject me, and I am going to use that excuse to start walking down an even darker path. Even Allah can't save me once I start walking down that path of darkness, and I don't want to go to hell.

 

[nausea]

which things you wanna protect?

I want to be able to find someone the same as me, and have them love me for who I am. I think I found such a person, but I am afraid they are going to reject me, and I am going to use that excuse to start walking down an even darker path. Even Allah can't save me once I start walking down that path of darkness, and I don't want to go to hell.

you muslim?

 

[satoshisacuck]

It's not just that, but it's my personality, I have had a lot of family problems and the like. It's really hard for me to share my feelings with others, I am a Capricorn if that helps :/

 

[nausea]

It's not just that, but it's my personality, I have had a lot of family problems and the like. It's really hard for me to share my feelings with others, I am a Capricorn if that helps :/

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