Blackpill On family

[hierophant]

Honor thy father and thy mother and you shall live a long life, thus it was written in the Bible. The lord hath said so, but I say; no father nor mother are worth respect or honor. I will provide to you the reading audience stories from my life that have given me proof, that family matters very little and that if there is anything they are worth is the solitary terror of silence.

I will write emotionally and reason must subordinate itself to my passions, anger is my greatest Allie and she does not fail when directed. I hate them, who hated me first; I love peace, who's silence is ever present. May God free me of this life and may he bring me peace in his kingdom! Lord, you wrote in psalms:

"He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him"
Psalms 91

These are your words, these are your promises, Lord... I trust you and for every sin I commited and every wrong I have done willingly I was wrong and I am sorry. It was also written by you lord:

“Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.”
Roman's 12:19

therefore, I hand myself over to you, to you I subordinate this Luciferian intellect, unto you do I say "No more shall I perform that you do not command", gentleman today is a anxious and grievous day!

first thoughts of randomness, when it rains it pours, as life persist misery we cannot resist. It began for me as a boy, my mother and father are divorced, my father and I- we despise one another.

 

[Halloween]

do not agree.
they cursed me to live in a third world hellhole.
bad genetics also.

 

[hierophant]

Until further notice, I feel sick; to be continued.

 

[monkawdeluxe]

Honor thy father and thy mother and you shall live a long life, thus it was written in the Bible. The lord hath said so, but I say; no father nor mother are worth respect or honor. I will provide to you the reading audience stories from my life that have given me proof, that family matters very little and that if there is anything they are worth is the solitary terror of silence.

I will write emotionally and reason must subordinate itself to my passions, anger is my greatest Allie and she does not fail when directed. I hate them, who hated me first; I love peace, who's silence is ever present. May God free me of this life and may he bring me peace in his kingdom! Lord, you wrote in psalms:

"He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him"
Psalms 91

These are your words, these are your promises, Lord... I trust you and for every sin I commited and every wrong I have done willingly I was wrong and I am sorry. It was also written by you lord:

“Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.”
Roman's 12:19

therefore, I hand myself over to you, to you I subordinate this Luciferian intellect, unto you do I say "No more shall I perform that you do not command", gentleman today is a anxious and grievous day!

first thoughts of randomness, when it rains it pours, as life persist misery we cannot resist. It began for me as a boy, my mother and father are divorced, my father and I- we despise one another.

I was sitting at the barbershop waiting for my turn in India and the haircut before me was taking absolutely forever. To pass the time I pulled out my mobile and went straight to astronaut to try my luck. In minutes my screen exploded with a huge win that totally shocked me. Walking out with a fresh cut and cash made my entire week so much better

You mentioned the "solitary terror of silence," but silence is also your strongest shield. Sometimes the most effective way to deal with toxic blood relations isn't righteous anger or waiting for payback—it is absolute, cold detachment. Cut the cord, accept that they are deeply flawed people who failed you, and stop letting their failures dictate your mental state.

You owe them nothing. Focus that intense energy on building your own peace away from them.

 

[Itsoverm8]

My family set me up for failure

 

[.hiei.jaganshi.]

You mentioned the "solitary terror of silence," but silence is also your strongest shield. Sometimes the most effective way to deal with toxic blood relations isn't righteous anger or waiting for payback—it is absolute, cold detachment. Cut the cord, accept that they are deeply flawed people who failed you, and stop letting their failures dictate your mental state.

You owe them nothing. Focus that intense energy on building your own peace away from them.