- Jan 5, 2019
closing in on middle age here bubs. the pain never goes away completely but the older you get, the number you get. some people call this "wisdom" when it's really just conditioning from constant rejection and disappointment. if you have friends, you see them get married, betabuxx, henpecked by their fat wives, and ultimately raped by divorce. you tell yourself, oh, me being single and avoiding that is a good cope. I guess, but not really. The truth is the world is shitty, most people are unhappy, and we're at the bottom of the pecking order. shit does get to you less unless you're a complete psycho like that gold's shooter. the other thing is: no woman can really love you if you're not Chad. And even then, can you really say it's "love"? How can you ask for unconditional positive regard from anyone these days? You either cope or the rope I think. Having a dog helps.