i am in mid 20s now. i have achieved nothing in life. the pupils i went to high school are married , have a job and a respect in society. i have always been an part of a joke, if i recall all my days . rn i dont want any relationship, just wantnto stay quiet, smoke ciggrattes and just sleep. wish i would never wake up one day and die in my bed. my parents thinks i am a loser and they ridcule and assasinates my character infront of strangers everythime they get chance. not being financially independent i have to keep my mouth shut still living with parents. pathetic , sad , existence. what makes me angry is when i am minding my own business normie fags , people in general always makes fun and pokes me with indirect social cues about my looks , weight, behaviour and my persona. i dont have any skills nor do i any plans. looking at threads someone posted about diogenes , i looked in to it and its a coping mechanism.
