OmniVoid
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Well it's finally fucking over boyos. School, one of the worst places for sub 5 males, a literal artificial hellhole, I am finally free from. I have longed for this day for years and now I'm here.
I've learned a lot as expected, but the most important thing I've learned is that I am, on a fundamental level, worthless and undesirable. That was my biggest lesson and a constant theme all throughout school. I was consistently reminded of my inferiority in various ways. I missed all essential milestones and I have no memorable experiences.
Now here I am after 12 years, absolutely dead and defeated. I now have severe anehdonia with no reason to live. Even LDARing is too tiring. I just want to sleep and never wake up.
It's over.
I've learned a lot as expected, but the most important thing I've learned is that I am, on a fundamental level, worthless and undesirable. That was my biggest lesson and a constant theme all throughout school. I was consistently reminded of my inferiority in various ways. I missed all essential milestones and I have no memorable experiences.
Now here I am after 12 years, absolutely dead and defeated. I now have severe anehdonia with no reason to live. Even LDARing is too tiring. I just want to sleep and never wake up.
It's over.