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I remember when I was about 4 years old.
My brother, our friend and me were in my moms car.
She had gone into the store and left us all in the car.
A man came and tried to get us to unlock the car door.
We were all very young, but we didn’t do it.
The man left when other shoppers came walking that way.
I remember when I was around 6 years old.
One of the older neighborhood kids tried to get me to drink antifreeze. But I didn’t do it.
It has been many years since then.
But the war continues.
To this day I am under constant threat. Narrowly defeating death day by day.
They wonder what has made me this way. Why I think the way I do, the reasons for doing the things I do.
More than 40 years of constant danger.
I want a girlfriend. I would be happy if I had a girlfriend, despite everything else.
I could face any hardship if I just felt female acceptance for a while.
And this is what has hurt me the most.
That I’ve never had a girlfriend.
My brother, our friend and me were in my moms car.
She had gone into the store and left us all in the car.
A man came and tried to get us to unlock the car door.
We were all very young, but we didn’t do it.
The man left when other shoppers came walking that way.
I remember when I was around 6 years old.
One of the older neighborhood kids tried to get me to drink antifreeze. But I didn’t do it.
It has been many years since then.
But the war continues.
To this day I am under constant threat. Narrowly defeating death day by day.
They wonder what has made me this way. Why I think the way I do, the reasons for doing the things I do.
More than 40 years of constant danger.
I want a girlfriend. I would be happy if I had a girlfriend, despite everything else.
I could face any hardship if I just felt female acceptance for a while.
And this is what has hurt me the most.
That I’ve never had a girlfriend.
