Lv99_BixNood
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I only lasted one month of making content. Had so many men ask me that they wanted to meet, had a few men stalk me. It was the worst month of my life. I couldn’t sleep, eat and really process. Hence why onlyfans only lasted a month. My life change for the worst after that. During the ends of the year. I had one specific person online, post all of my “content” to discord. I was humiliated, it changed me completely as a person. You guys may say, I deserve it, I do but I don’t see anything the same. Had many men, rate me, comment about me as an object not as a person. I felt dehumanized. Only a sexual object. Had a lot of people text me on Instagram and every social media, telling me “ you won’t find any job, school, or any future anymore. Nobody wants a whore like you. I’m going to send this to your parents. You won’t find a boyfriend or even get married” . I became depressed, I was blackmailed. Had a few accounts tell me if I don’t send them anything that they would expand this more. Obviously, I didn’t listen and blocked them. But now that I’m almost 24 years old, I’m kinda believing those people. Was a simple mistake like that, truly going to hurt me in the long run? I have a boyfriend now, I’m scared that someone out there is going to send them those stuff of me to him. This is honestly a secret I’ve hidden from my family members. My bestfriend only knows, he has told me that people that are miserable like to see others miserable. I have now made all of my accounts private, TikTok is deleted and very other platform that I had huge following on. But my mental health has been on a thin string. I hate myself. At time I believe I don’t deserve love or any form of love cause of the person I was two years ago(for only a month). I have thought of committing many times. I just wish I have never done that
Kek, well desERved