I've tried to whatevermax for the last 2-3 years and I've decided it's not worth it. I've completely reverted to my manchild days where I just lounge around and do absolutely nothing productive or meaningful. I've downloaded warcraft, played that for a few hours, watched some youtube videos about Marvel/DC comics, with some dragonball stuff mixed in too. I also took 2 naps. This is going to sound borderline coping, but it's been a great fucking day. To be honest, 90% of the reason I ever cared about getting a girl was so that I didn't feel like a loser (same with having friends), I'm not sure I ever cared, but I guess I'll never find out. All my dating profiles are deleted/deactivated; they were just collecting dust anyways.
Now I don't have to worry about building an interesting life that would impress a woman, I'll just work and LDAR. I'll still eat healthy (which is easy, imo) and work out once or twice a week, but that's more to avoid looking like a soyboy or complete white trash, more so than anything else. When I go into work on Monday I'll make up some lie about how I went out with some friends to some restaurant that'll I'll have to google tomorrow and say I had the blahblahblah meal and that it was okay. I'll just keep coming up with other excuses like that for future weekends (visited friends from out of town, went home to see family, ect).
Now I don't have to worry about building an interesting life that would impress a woman, I'll just work and LDAR. I'll still eat healthy (which is easy, imo) and work out once or twice a week, but that's more to avoid looking like a soyboy or complete white trash, more so than anything else. When I go into work on Monday I'll make up some lie about how I went out with some friends to some restaurant that'll I'll have to google tomorrow and say I had the blahblahblah meal and that it was okay. I'll just keep coming up with other excuses like that for future weekends (visited friends from out of town, went home to see family, ect).
