SamuelCedarwood
I think I’m happy, but I’m prolly numb.
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- Joined
- May 1, 2026
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Holy shit, imagine just getting fucking raped into living in this shitty world and you’re born as an East African + South Asian. There’s nothing worse than the absolute fucking fact that my race fucked me over. I have a yakub like forehead and a a god awful receding hairline at 21,then to ADD on top of that being 5’8 and being autistic.
I am a complete alien, I have zero connection to both of my races, I can’t even speak either language as my native language. English is my only native language lmfao. I just don’t fucking understand why my parents were even allowed to reproduce man, really….i just ..ah, I dunno.
My mother could’ve spared me at least from going through a god awful primary school experience by aborting me, which lead to me nearly roping 3 times back in middle and high school due to the constant bullying (both physical and verbal) that would occur to me.Even online where it thought I could make friends on Discord l, I would just get made fun of for my lisp and higher pitched voice.
I’m glad I’m a NEET, ever since I graduated high school I can finally say I’m at peace. There’s no one to bother me with bullshit, and there’s no one here to judge me for existing.
I am a complete alien, I have zero connection to both of my races, I can’t even speak either language as my native language. English is my only native language lmfao. I just don’t fucking understand why my parents were even allowed to reproduce man, really….i just ..ah, I dunno.
My mother could’ve spared me at least from going through a god awful primary school experience by aborting me, which lead to me nearly roping 3 times back in middle and high school due to the constant bullying (both physical and verbal) that would occur to me.Even online where it thought I could make friends on Discord l, I would just get made fun of for my lisp and higher pitched voice.
I’m glad I’m a NEET, ever since I graduated high school I can finally say I’m at peace. There’s no one to bother me with bullshit, and there’s no one here to judge me for existing.





