all I do is wage 6 days a week and the 1 day I have off all I do is rot inside .
Out of the 6 days, 4 of them are 8 hr shifts while the other 2 are 11-13 hr shifts. Depends on how busy. You might think "Why slave? Why not just neet?" I would if I could but not only was I born hideous, I was born poor too, so i have to. I've been at the same place for a little over a year already and i thought i could just ignore/cope with the significant difference in life between me and the people I am serving at work but it is really getting to me mentally. I can't even peacefully smoke on my day off because all i think about is how i have to wage the next day.
college starts back up in like a month so ill probably quit temporarily to focus on it i guess
I do wish i had some friends irl atleast but I haven't had one since I was in middle school, i am 22 now. it doesn't help either that I can't seem to make conversation with normies even if I try, it always turns awkward since i dont know what to say.
gambling is probably my last cope since i do it daily and hope i somehow will win one day
Out of the 6 days, 4 of them are 8 hr shifts while the other 2 are 11-13 hr shifts. Depends on how busy. You might think "Why slave? Why not just neet?" I would if I could but not only was I born hideous, I was born poor too, so i have to. I've been at the same place for a little over a year already and i thought i could just ignore/cope with the significant difference in life between me and the people I am serving at work but it is really getting to me mentally. I can't even peacefully smoke on my day off because all i think about is how i have to wage the next day.
college starts back up in like a month so ill probably quit temporarily to focus on it i guess
I do wish i had some friends irl atleast but I haven't had one since I was in middle school, i am 22 now. it doesn't help either that I can't seem to make conversation with normies even if I try, it always turns awkward since i dont know what to say.
gambling is probably my last cope since i do it daily and hope i somehow will win one day
