I didn’t fap for like 3 - 4 days last week trying to make my erections harder and figure out what’s wrong with my shit. And I kept looking at girls so much more than usual, just non stop ass on my mind, I couldn’t stop myself. And I had locked eyes with this blonde white Stacy, I couldn’t tell if she knew I was checking her out though.
I kept darting my eyes back at her and she seemed like she was looking at me and she looked disgusted but I couldn’t fully tell if she noticed but I think I did. But the last time I looked she was no longer looking at me and looked at her phone. I didn’t really care though because it wouldn’t have made a difference if I was looking at her or not, my mere existence is enough to disgust.
I kept darting my eyes back at her and she seemed like she was looking at me and she looked disgusted but I couldn’t fully tell if she noticed but I think I did. But the last time I looked she was no longer looking at me and looked at her phone. I didn’t really care though because it wouldn’t have made a difference if I was looking at her or not, my mere existence is enough to disgust.
