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Throughout my school life I was bullied pretty bad, people would laugh at me and make fun of me for being fat and having a squashed looking face. One time in particular that sort of encapsulates my experience at shcool was when I was about 12 at secondary school, I went to sit down at lunch at the only available table and all the kids in my year who were sitting there looked at me, got up and left the table all saying "ewwww" and laughing. It crushed me. They'd rather go and eat outside than sit near me for 10 minutes.
Lots of things like this happened, every day there were multiple instances, people would say things to me or do things to me that just made me feel like a worthless piece of subhuman shit.
Another time when I was about 14 I was in the line waiting to get food at lunch and this really loud, pretty, popular girl who was in my class was fucking around behind me and she bumped into me. Instead of saying sorry she said something like "what the fuck are you doing!?" then punched me in the back really hard, and then started wiping her hand on the wall saying "ewww" as if she'd been made dirty just by touching me.
A guy who was in my year who I'd never spoken to (I hadn't really spoken to anyone to be honest) approached me about 10 minutes later (I'm assuming he saw what she did) And he asked me if I wanted to come and join his group of friends. I really didn't want to because I was just so anxious and based off my past experiences I thought it might be a trap to do something horrible to me. But I went and it was the best decision of my life.
He was a seriously good looking guy and still is, but he was a bit of a nerd, and all his friends were too. The group was made up of about 10 people, 6 guys and 4 girls and they were the best people I've ever met and are still my friends today. Over the course of a year they welcomed me into their group (probably because they felt sorry for me but who cares) They took an interest in my life, invited me to play the game they all played at the time with them, Runescape. they actually listened to me and slowly but surely brought me out of my shell. It's amazing what the company of good people can do for your self esteem. Even the girls treated me with respect. There were even times where someone outside of the group would be a dick to me and they would defend me instantly, which eventually led to people not being such pricks all the time. I'm now a pretty well functioning guy because of them and although I'm still a virgin I really owe everything to the first guy, who is indeed a chad, or at least a chadlite. I dread to think where my life would be at now if he never reached out to me to be his friend, he's one of my best friends to this day (I'm 23 now) And I really feel like I owe him my life.
So yeah, morale of the story is although the odds may be stacked against you, there are decent guys and girls out there.
Lots of things like this happened, every day there were multiple instances, people would say things to me or do things to me that just made me feel like a worthless piece of subhuman shit.
Another time when I was about 14 I was in the line waiting to get food at lunch and this really loud, pretty, popular girl who was in my class was fucking around behind me and she bumped into me. Instead of saying sorry she said something like "what the fuck are you doing!?" then punched me in the back really hard, and then started wiping her hand on the wall saying "ewww" as if she'd been made dirty just by touching me.
A guy who was in my year who I'd never spoken to (I hadn't really spoken to anyone to be honest) approached me about 10 minutes later (I'm assuming he saw what she did) And he asked me if I wanted to come and join his group of friends. I really didn't want to because I was just so anxious and based off my past experiences I thought it might be a trap to do something horrible to me. But I went and it was the best decision of my life.
He was a seriously good looking guy and still is, but he was a bit of a nerd, and all his friends were too. The group was made up of about 10 people, 6 guys and 4 girls and they were the best people I've ever met and are still my friends today. Over the course of a year they welcomed me into their group (probably because they felt sorry for me but who cares) They took an interest in my life, invited me to play the game they all played at the time with them, Runescape. they actually listened to me and slowly but surely brought me out of my shell. It's amazing what the company of good people can do for your self esteem. Even the girls treated me with respect. There were even times where someone outside of the group would be a dick to me and they would defend me instantly, which eventually led to people not being such pricks all the time. I'm now a pretty well functioning guy because of them and although I'm still a virgin I really owe everything to the first guy, who is indeed a chad, or at least a chadlite. I dread to think where my life would be at now if he never reached out to me to be his friend, he's one of my best friends to this day (I'm 23 now) And I really feel like I owe him my life.
So yeah, morale of the story is although the odds may be stacked against you, there are decent guys and girls out there.
