Venting Not a single memory in my life stands out

[Belial]

Every time I look back and reflect on my life I can't help but feel disheartened at the fact I have not had a single memorable thing happen in my life neither good nor bad, not even the most basic things that most people have had such as a holiday to somewhere enjoyable, a first girlfriend, some crazy experience with a group of friends or anything of the sort.
And anytime i've had friends always been the disposable one, no-one caring if I was there or not.

I don't know if I should be sad or angry about this though as I've also been fortunate enough to never have anything really bad happen in my life such as someone close passing which I guess makes up for it but I just don't know anymore.

 

[Curious0]

Same. My last class trip was the only experience that really stands out to this day. I made a post about this some days ago.

It has some benefits though. With being exposed less to social settings, you will be disappointed and humiliated less.

 

[Belial]

My last class trip was the only experience that really stands out to this day. I made a post about this some days ago.

Yeah i read that thread, made me regret never taking a chance and going on atleast one trip

 

[Demir]

I only recall few very bad childhood memories, everything else is in some mist that I can very hardly see trough

 

[Septembercel]

Same here,
Life is so fucking pointless.

 

[Zaetheus]

Nah bro .

 

[Deleted member 6214]

Wow, wasn't expecting this thread to hit me this hard. I feel exactly the same way. Forget about girlfriend experiences, I haven't even got a single memory of doing something fun with friends. In my 12 years of schooling, I never got invited anywhere, even to birthday parties. I never went out with friends outside of school. Not even once. When I see kids hanging out in packs in public, it seems as if I live in a completely different world to them.

I don't even know how I've managed to keep it all together till now. I should theoretically be dead, no human should really live under such duress.

 

[Insomniac]

I have memories that stand out but all of them are negative.

 

[Belial]

it seems as if I live in a completely different world to them.

I know what you mean, it's almost alien how different they get to live their lives from ours.

no human should really live under such duress.

I generally don't mind being isolated but it just gets infinitely harder to bear when you are constantly reminded you live an inferior life to everyone else.

 

[Brahcel]

I had many events, some horrific, some good but still an incel loser

 

[SOCIALSUICIDE]

Disposable friend. That hit me hard.

 

[Lord Byron]

Every time I look back and reflect on my life I can't help but feel disheartened at the fact I have not had a single memorable thing happen in my life neither good nor bad,

Take a watermelon and cut a hole in it. Then microwave it for ten minutes on high, and stick your dick into it.

You will at least have a memorable thing that stands out. Even if it’s bad.

Wow, wasn't expecting this thread to hit me this hard. I feel exactly the same way. Forget about girlfriend experiences, I haven't even got a single memory of doing something fun with friends. In my 12 years of schooling, I never got invited anywhere, even to birthday parties. I never went out with friends outside of school. Not even once. When I see kids hanging out in packs in public, it seems as if I live in a completely different world to them.

I don't even know how I've managed to keep it all together till now. I should theoretically be dead, no human should really live under such duress.

 

[Belial]

Take a watermelon and cut a hole in it. Then microwave it for ten minutes on high, and stick your dick into it.