Do normies think that I'm fucking retarded or stupid just because I look ugly as shit and acknowledge that I'm ugly or as they call it low self esteem?
If I promised you that I'll visit you tomorrow to help you on something we both planned before, then you gave me a call tomorrow and I don't pick up, would you still think of me as a "friend" and would I expect you to do so because you're too fucking retarded? because even a literal retard or an animal can sense this after his primal instincts recognize and associate events with an object or a being.
What we do does not reflect what we think, I see what they do and I know what they're doing, they're thinking "oh he has some dignity, if I fuck him up this way this time, he would forget about my help, he would still need me and thus he's my bitch friend"
how can someone be so stupid to expect this?
I keep their number on my contacts because I don't have much "friends" in the first place and because I would rather have someone help me on shit that I wouldn't like to do by myself even if my trial ends up failing. on the otherhand being a truecel I am practically useless as a being for anybody or anything, in reality those guys really are my own bitches.
I know I can't depend on them, a minority of them know they cannot depend on me and the feeling is mutual but even this minority is decieved by believing that I value them deep down, think that my life is dependent on them and somehow emotionally attached to them.
Believing in friendship is so fucking retarded, bluepilled and trivial that it is almost on the same degree of believing in love and being oneitispilled.
If I promised you that I'll visit you tomorrow to help you on something we both planned before, then you gave me a call tomorrow and I don't pick up, would you still think of me as a "friend" and would I expect you to do so because you're too fucking retarded? because even a literal retard or an animal can sense this after his primal instincts recognize and associate events with an object or a being.
What we do does not reflect what we think, I see what they do and I know what they're doing, they're thinking "oh he has some dignity, if I fuck him up this way this time, he would forget about my help, he would still need me and thus he's my bitch friend"
how can someone be so stupid to expect this?
I keep their number on my contacts because I don't have much "friends" in the first place and because I would rather have someone help me on shit that I wouldn't like to do by myself even if my trial ends up failing. on the otherhand being a truecel I am practically useless as a being for anybody or anything, in reality those guys really are my own bitches.
I know I can't depend on them, a minority of them know they cannot depend on me and the feeling is mutual but even this minority is decieved by believing that I value them deep down, think that my life is dependent on them and somehow emotionally attached to them.
Believing in friendship is so fucking retarded, bluepilled and trivial that it is almost on the same degree of believing in love and being oneitispilled.
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