it's like being a nigger in the HUUUUUWHITEST most racist town during Jim Crow full of people that KNOW you are beneath them, waiting to lynch you. You are STARKLY different from the rest, and they know it, and there is nothing you can do to hide it. People just fucking hate you naturally, because it's like "what the fuck is this pondscum doing in my white utopia?" Everyone gives you a dirty look, like you are a threat. You FEEL hated. Everyone is suspicious like you are some rapist thug. You never get decent service, cashiers are rude, all I want to do is pay and get the fuck out of there, but they all sigh at serving this leper in front of them. Nobody respects you.
The worst part is that nobody trusts you, just because the way you look, and because of that you don't trust anybody either. This lack of trust burns this hole in your heart making you completely uncaring if things like a school gets shot up. The only thing that fulfills you is validating your own cynicism.
When you walk around, people PART like the red sea. It's as though I have that metaverse anti-rape bubble preventing humans from being 3 feet near me at all times.
The worst part is that nobody trusts you, just because the way you look, and because of that you don't trust anybody either. This lack of trust burns this hole in your heart making you completely uncaring if things like a school gets shot up. The only thing that fulfills you is validating your own cynicism.
When you walk around, people PART like the red sea. It's as though I have that metaverse anti-rape bubble preventing humans from being 3 feet near me at all times.
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