why is she pretending like being a fuckup is some revolutionary thing
Brutal. Watching that classroom video triggered some kind of PTSD in my brain from my school years. School is hell mang 
Brutal schoolpillBrutal. Watching that classroom video triggered some kind of PTSD in my brain from my school years. School is hell mang
Some deathnic should come along and cause that teacher "lingering trauma" via raep.
Any kind of jobs with "authority" pull narcissistic assholes towards them
lmao my parents did shit like this my entire life. Like one time as a child, I didnt like pulling my dick out in public toilet, so I went into stall for disabled people. My parents and siblings laughed at me in public, it was in a zoo in the mountains. I ran away crying and left the zoo. My parents didnt come for me and I sat in the parking lot all day. Another time I had an accident as a child and couldnt breathe (fell on my back) and thought im dying. So I was scremaing like "help help I am dying help" but I couldnt because no air in my lungs (diaphragm collapses when you get air knocked out of you). So i was just going like AARRBFRRRRHRREEEPLPEMEEE - My dad and brother laughed at me and my brother was filming it on camera. This was in the early 2000s.
That shit was just tip of iceberg. They would also routinely ignore health issues and tell me im just a bitch and whiny. To be fair, both were raised by fucked up people too, its generational. Last years I talked to my little sister and she made the same experiences. Told me she got hit by a car as a child but was afraid to tell my mom, because they just roasted your ass and were not truthworthy. She had to throw up from the concussion but pretended she had the flu.
It just never ends guys, it just never fucking ends. I also got hit by a car but I was already in my 20s, couldnt tell anyone. I was on my bike, this guy pulled out and rammed me, but I was fine. In gradeschool I had a bully give me a concussion and teacher mocked me. Another time the same bully was beating me and three girls were cheering beat him harder. I have so many experiences like this lmfao. My dad would say shit like, if you throw up I will beat your ass. I am basically unable to connect to anyone, I have been homeless, I never learned to ask for help or be assertive. After I came out of homelessness and reconnected with my parents, they not once asked me why I ran away, or how I survived, or if I am ok. They just dont care lmfao.
In terms of school experiences, I had teacher also make fun of me in front of people, scream at me that I am a nazi for no reason, like crazy shit for years on end. People would call me hitler, do the salue at me, fuck with my shit. One teacher even admitted to bullying me during parent-teacher conference, my mom told me that when I was like 25. She said, the foid teacher told her she was teasing me but only to get me to "participate in class more." Bitch was maybe afraid I was gonna report her so she tried to reframe the situation or something idk. Ridiculous. My parents also made us eat moldy food and food with bugs on it and shit. My entire life is basically just coping with whatever situation currently arises.
Every single life story I have is just this - 1. terrible thing happen 2. I must cope with it.
When I was homeless I met many people that experienced shit like this. Some even had enough money to retire and pensions, but they just wanted to die, but couldnt get i done to kill themselves, so they stopped showering and just rotted in shit and piss. Trauma fucks people up. I saw first hand the shit MRA's talk about with male homelessness and lack of real support.
One thing I can say is that as the years go by and I am removed from my family, it's gradually improving, idk if thats some biological thing, he nervous system finally catching up or whatever, but I am gradully recovering by rotting and just relaxing a lot. The body keeps the score bla bla. I have been in fight or flight my entire life now, so yeah.
Brutal as always when you share your life stories mate
. You seem to have so much of them and they just always leave me not knowing what to even say.Similar threads
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