StSausageCel
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Yesterday I was hanging out with a couple of my normie friends, we all graduated from high school last year, and we shot the shit for a while.
Then the conversation went the way of sexual experiences, and they all started talking about all the girls they've groped/grinded. I had to lie that I could relate so it wouldn't look weird. Then I made up a fake story of how a girl let me touch her boobs.
When I got home I broke down. The fact that they are on such a different level is so disheartening. They were out there having all these fun experiences, while I was getting bullied because of my fivehead. I literally never had any of the opportunities these guys had. It was so depressing realising all the fun these guys were having while I had no idea.
What's worse is even some guys younger than me who are still in high school, have more sexual experiences than I do. And whenever I hear them talking about their conquests, I have to lie so I seem like a player.
At this point every guy around me thinks I'm some ladies man. Whenever they praise me for my "conquests", I give a wry smile even though I'm dying inside because I know my true nature.
Some might say it's not over because I'm still 18, but that's bullshit. It's over when even 15 year olds mog you to oblivion.
Then the conversation went the way of sexual experiences, and they all started talking about all the girls they've groped/grinded. I had to lie that I could relate so it wouldn't look weird. Then I made up a fake story of how a girl let me touch her boobs.
When I got home I broke down. The fact that they are on such a different level is so disheartening. They were out there having all these fun experiences, while I was getting bullied because of my fivehead. I literally never had any of the opportunities these guys had. It was so depressing realising all the fun these guys were having while I had no idea.
What's worse is even some guys younger than me who are still in high school, have more sexual experiences than I do. And whenever I hear them talking about their conquests, I have to lie so I seem like a player.
At this point every guy around me thinks I'm some ladies man. Whenever they praise me for my "conquests", I give a wry smile even though I'm dying inside because I know my true nature.
Some might say it's not over because I'm still 18, but that's bullshit. It's over when even 15 year olds mog you to oblivion.