Pain and discomfort are a part of the human experience. Sometimes you feel better, sometimes you feel worse. Sometimes people feel better at your expense. You can't change them, you can only change yourself. Instead of wallowing in self pity, you can self improve and get better, become the type of person that doesn't get raped. Life is unfair, you have to deal with it. Yeah, some people will be in a position of having more power than you, are you going to hate them like a miserable little bitch (and if so, how can you possibly expect them to respect you - this is why you get raped), or are you going to focus on your flaws that put you in the position to get raped in the first place? Some people are born sick and deformed, some people are born slaves, live lives of starvation, have their whole families killed - you had what, 10 min to an hour of physical pain and mental discomfort and here you are whining and falling apart? Maybe you weren't even conscious during, but you still want to be seen as a victim? It's your defeatist mentality that keeps you down, not the rape. Stop using rape as an excuse to be such a broken fucked up person wallowing in self pity rather than making something off yourself. Talking to other people who validate your "tragic experience" in an echo chamber you call support groups - that's not healthy at all. Toughen up and deal with it. Here, look at this article about a rape victim who is now a successful actress - obviously this experience is something many have overcome. You win some you lose some, but you don't stop trying. Think of the reasons why you got raped in the first place and work on yourself, or is that too hard for the poor little victim you like to be? Why would anyone not rape you when you made it so damn easy for them with this attitude and fashion choices. Yeah, it sucks, but that is life. Little penetration is no excuse for this mental state and what you like to call "PTSD". Maybe take some advice from people who know better exactly because they were never raped - you should trust them to give it to you since obviously whatever you were doing wasn't working. If you were an expert on rape you wouldn't get raped in the first place now would you, so listen to your betters when they tell you how to avoid it next time. Oh you don't want advice? Well bitching about it and feeling bad for yourself won't unrape you. If you're such an ungrateful little bitch maybe you deserve what happened to you. Seek help.
