Each fucking time I see a girl with a boyfriend, the motherfucker mogs me in an extremely brutal way, it's always painful, I never see anyone with my level of looks with a girl, it's always a superior Chad or Chadlite, I fucking hate it.
It doesn't matter if I'm on the street, in social media, in the internet, in a social circle, etc., the same fucking patterns repeats itself no matter how hard I try to see an exception anywhere.
Women are so fucking predictable, they always pick the same kind of guys and I wish the empirical evidence proved me wrong, I want to be proved wrong, I want to believe reality isn't this ugly, but I have to accept that's what I always fucking see, I can't respect women if they are this predictable, they behave like fucking animals, and again, I want to be proved wrong because I'm not close minded, but that's what I see and what I have to accept every fucking day of my miserable and inferior life.
Will I have to suffer this forever? Will I have to see how my crushes go for men who are superior in looks and status? Because they never go for someone inferior than me in those aspects, they are so fucking predictable and then they try to convince me that looks don't matter? I look like a fucking nerd and I actually like it, but it seems it's just not true that we live in a world of "diversity" because only a specific kind of men is acceptable in this society, my identity is inferior, that's what society doesn't want to fucking admit, I must be perceived as the ugliest creature on earth.
The English language just doesn't have enough words to describe the frustration and anger I feel when I see someone's boyfriend and he, predictably, looks like a Chad, it makes me want to fucking explode, I hate seeing the same fucking pattern over and over and overrr again!
You know what? I declare non-binary, it seems I'm not a man, no woman sees me as a man, I don't deserve to be called a man, I'm inferior to real men, I hate those masculine men women without exception always seem to preffer over me, and I hate women for having such predictable prefferences.
It doesn't matter if I'm on the street, in social media, in the internet, in a social circle, etc., the same fucking patterns repeats itself no matter how hard I try to see an exception anywhere.
Women are so fucking predictable, they always pick the same kind of guys and I wish the empirical evidence proved me wrong, I want to be proved wrong, I want to believe reality isn't this ugly, but I have to accept that's what I always fucking see, I can't respect women if they are this predictable, they behave like fucking animals, and again, I want to be proved wrong because I'm not close minded, but that's what I see and what I have to accept every fucking day of my miserable and inferior life.
Will I have to suffer this forever? Will I have to see how my crushes go for men who are superior in looks and status? Because they never go for someone inferior than me in those aspects, they are so fucking predictable and then they try to convince me that looks don't matter? I look like a fucking nerd and I actually like it, but it seems it's just not true that we live in a world of "diversity" because only a specific kind of men is acceptable in this society, my identity is inferior, that's what society doesn't want to fucking admit, I must be perceived as the ugliest creature on earth.
The English language just doesn't have enough words to describe the frustration and anger I feel when I see someone's boyfriend and he, predictably, looks like a Chad, it makes me want to fucking explode, I hate seeing the same fucking pattern over and over and overrr again!
You know what? I declare non-binary, it seems I'm not a man, no woman sees me as a man, I don't deserve to be called a man, I'm inferior to real men, I hate those masculine men women without exception always seem to preffer over me, and I hate women for having such predictable prefferences.
