I've been and still am a KHHV but my internship that started last July I was lucky enough to have a cute introvert chinese girl with the same exact interests as me on my team. So we would have lunch together and walk and just chill sometimes.
We also played league together. There was a league event which me her and another friend (who left early) went to and that night was the first time I drank with a girl. I didn't make any moves because foids dont like lust + one SA allegation and I lose my internship or it gets awkward for the next 10 months and I was nervous.
I dropped her off by Uber and walked back at 2am through torrential rain and no street lights all alone because I couldn't afford to get an Uber back.
I invited her over to have soju again and cooked in my dorm. 2 hours later she's having sex with my roommate (who she's never met) in his room while I'm alone in mine.
Absolutely nothing I could've done. It was over the moment he talked to her. He's 5'6 I'm 5'9. Same ethnic as me. Face and NT is law.
We also played league together. There was a league event which me her and another friend (who left early) went to and that night was the first time I drank with a girl. I didn't make any moves because foids dont like lust + one SA allegation and I lose my internship or it gets awkward for the next 10 months and I was nervous.
I dropped her off by Uber and walked back at 2am through torrential rain and no street lights all alone because I couldn't afford to get an Uber back.
I invited her over to have soju again and cooked in my dorm. 2 hours later she's having sex with my roommate (who she's never met) in his room while I'm alone in mine.
Absolutely nothing I could've done. It was over the moment he talked to her. He's 5'6 I'm 5'9. Same ethnic as me. Face and NT is law.
Back then my goal was to play it slow and respect boundaries. I wasn't blackpilled yet, even though I knew of it, I thought no way I'm an incel.
