Noise

[Eternatus]

I’ll never know what it’s like to turn off the noise in my mind without this girl. I’ll never be able to, it’s all gonna be a manic episode of compulsory stimuli from various copes till my last day. A meaningless life without a safe point to return to, a bonfire, a “stargazer” for the more perceptive.

The tragedy of dealing with Aspergers alone is to endeavor through a dungeon of polluted noise without form, that’s the furthest you could ever be from God.

 

[zd60]

the noise in my mind is never silent its tormenting me

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

the noise in my mind is never silent its tormenting me

 

[Renegade#1]

I’ll never know what it’s like to turn off the noise in my mind without this girl.

, trucels dont talk to any toilets

 

[Eternatus]

, trucels dont talk to any toilets

Like I do lmao, she was a coworker from 4 years ago and I simply never moved on, I only had few miserable exchanges of words and one time she even took visible distance from me as she understood my attachment, but that’s the only woman in this world I really feel like I cannot live without, and I pray everyday for her to choose me, regardless of bp, of looks, of my autism, of everything else. I don’t know why, she feels like what’s supposed to be, what lies after the pain, what all shouldve amounted to.

 

[AutismKing]

Like I do lmao, she was a coworker from 4 years ago and I simply never moved on, I only had few miserable exchanges of words and one time she even took visible distance from me as she understood my attachment, but that’s the only woman in this world I really feel like I cannot live without, and I pray everyday for her to choose me, regardless of bp, of looks, of my autism, of everything else. I don’t know why, she feels like what’s supposed to be, what lies after the pain, what all shouldve amounted to.

Did you even talk to her?

 

[iblamemyself_0]

Did you even talk to her?

considering that she exhibited indicators of repulsion, i'd argue that any further effort is entirely futile

 

[AutismKing]

considering that she exhibited indicators of repulsion, i'd argue that any further effort is entirely futile

Hard to say without more context. This posts is vague like the others
I was just curious to know if he even got rejected on the first place

 

[iblamemyself_0]

Hard to say without more context. This posts is vague like the others
I was just curious to know if he even got rejected on the first place

i'd say she rejected him the moment she backed away when she sensed his affinity towards her; it's best to avoid a gnarly, humiliating verbal rejection in such a case, but still i could be wrong due to the mystery surrounding the story