Honestly, nofap is revitalizing after a month, but before that it's like having a horny flu in Satan's anus.
I'm starting nofap again because it builds my dopamine so I can actually do shit and cope with what little I have left in possessions and cellular drive.
I don't like to think about all the things I've overheard by my sisters and their friends regarding sex shit, fingering assholes, etc., and chads dick, blah, blah... or walking in on a family member masturbating... I want to conquer my lust and biologically carnal mating drive to live for a higher purpose.
Fuck that. I'm going to conserve my spermidine until it reaches my pineal gland.
Also, if you turn on any fucking song now, or watch a music video, I repeat, not one... NOT FUCKING ONE song has to do with anything but sex and relationship. It's either Stacey singing about fucking Chad or literally shaking her ass while simps and foids cheer (and they garner billions in greenbacks for such displays) or relationship hardships; either way, there hasn't been a song in the top 100 of anything that isn't about sex. I don't think the 21st century has given goyim an anti-establishment, anti-taxation, anti-billionaire, anti-anything song since fucking Muse, and that shit was gay, and the singer backtracked, claiming he actually just wants peace with evil, 9/11 is now what the government said, and my foid wife is awesome.
Death metal might be the only shit that isn't about fucking. Actually, it's about fucking and then nihilistically murdering people. I have a cop relative that loves that shit.
Even the blues was about fucking big bums in the Mississippi river.
I hate music. I love classical music. That's it. Fuck modern slop, fuck soyciety.
They want you constantly in fear, always in fear while they take everything from you.
I will LDAR in paradise.