One of the main things that anti-suicide people say is that you have someone in your life who cares about you. That is bullshit. If you dropped dead right now your parents (assuming you still have them) would, best case scenario, cremate your ass and toss your ashes somewhere random. Your mother thinks you are an absolute failure, because no matter how hard you try normal people are naturally better than you. That’s just the way it is and there’s nothing you can do about that.
