There isn't a single woman who would even try to imagine what I'm going through and what I'm feeling. I am completely detached and dissolved from the world around me. Everybody else sounds like a broken record, just reciting the same mantras over and over again, like a tape machine stuck in an eternal loop - the echoes of text ringing in my head. This world is a world of noise and in the complexity of it, I have lost my sense of self. I no longer know what it is like to be a full human being anymore.
