Ending day 14.
The early afternoon hours were hellish. I literally couldn't think of anything else but sex, especially the previous escortcelling experiences. I felt that I would need to see an escort asap. I had to force myself to think of something else, especially because I was at work. I wished for something to numb my mind.
Then, all of a sudden, like a knockout punch, the urges stopped. My wish was granted, my mind was numbed. I don't know how it happened, maybe my mind control starts to work. Just a couple of hours have passed, and now I don't desire sex at all.
I once again have a post-fap clarity type of mood, without actually fapping. It feels good, but I know that I have frequent mood swings (I try to control these as well), so when I will wake up in the morning, I will probably feel differently. But I hope that this current mood stays permanently.