I've been lurking for a couple months now, but I've finally decided to make an account to express how devastating it is that even in a so called "incel" forum I still manage to be one, if not the most unattractive male who's posted here. I'm only 25 and look at least 35, if I'm being generous. I don't have 1 redeeming feature. All my features are working against me. I'm also only 5'5. I was also a KHV til last year when I decided to lose it to an escort. Probably the most depressing 10 mins of my life. She was a 18yo thin white girl who was taller than me. I could see the disgust in her face while we had sex. I finished and immediately left as I tried to come to terms with paying for sex that she probably classified as rape. I've made up my mind that I'll abstain from all Women until ive had at least a couple of surgeries.
I have yet to see anyone as ugly as me. None of you really understand what it feels like to have people be disgusted with your presence.