Venting no amount of self improvement and no amount of tactic using works

[ramoscel]

i started going to the gym. i started using dating apps. hell, i started looking into getting an escort service. nothing works. NOTHING WORKS. at this point i am forced to live alone forever. it isnt a mindset i have. it isnt anything like that. all the conditions of my life have caused this. my parents are horrible. everyone around me is horrible. i cant take this anymore.

not even the gym, not even any amount of schoolwork, not even any person can take my mind off my loneliness and overall forever enforced hopelessness.

its all a scam. nothing will ever work. you will never feel the warmth of a person who loves you and neither will i.

 

[Govid_Dorious]

 

[ramoscel]

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at this point i dont even care about the west or the world. im just ugly and depressed and dont know what to do

 

[Hexagon77]

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This is me

 

[Zozizo]

Brutal