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I just got back from a run not long ago.
A couple things happened.
First, some guy said “Jesus Love You” to me.
Jesus loves me?
Well, shit. I thought he must hate me.
All of Gods creations hate me.
I have so many physical and mental problems.
It was a cruel joke to make me this way.
If Jesus loves me…..then why has he put me here just to suffer?
Then, I ran by a bar.
There was a large group of people outside.
A female yelled at me to put my shirt on.
They all thought it to be funny.
But do you know how much work I’ve done to get into shape?
How many years I’ve been exercising?
I was not joking when I said that for many years I did workout programs designed for special forces soldiers.
Now, I’m an old man and can’t exercise that much anymore.
But I still do all that I can. I put in just as much effort.
And they mock me?
Fuck it all.
Tomorrow night, I’ll go out running later when everyone is home sleeping.
A couple things happened.
First, some guy said “Jesus Love You” to me.
Jesus loves me?
Well, shit. I thought he must hate me.
All of Gods creations hate me.
I have so many physical and mental problems.
It was a cruel joke to make me this way.
If Jesus loves me…..then why has he put me here just to suffer?
Then, I ran by a bar.
There was a large group of people outside.
A female yelled at me to put my shirt on.
They all thought it to be funny.
But do you know how much work I’ve done to get into shape?
How many years I’ve been exercising?
I was not joking when I said that for many years I did workout programs designed for special forces soldiers.
Now, I’m an old man and can’t exercise that much anymore.
But I still do all that I can. I put in just as much effort.
And they mock me?
Fuck it all.
Tomorrow night, I’ll go out running later when everyone is home sleeping.
