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iunnoimdrunk
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- Joined
- Aug 26, 2018
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I want everyone I know to ghost me. I don't want to even speak to anyone from my past. I honestly wish I could somehow induce amnesia on myself and wake up somewhere far away where nobody knows who I am.
But I keep trying to go back to people because I crave that shit. And people know it. They see that I do actually want a social life, and they take advantage of that. I know now that I just cannot put any trust into anyone else besides myself. I am the only one who knows me. If I open up, people are only going to only look at the negatives.
Maybe I too can learn to be an opportunist, and learn to live with that.
But I keep trying to go back to people because I crave that shit. And people know it. They see that I do actually want a social life, and they take advantage of that. I know now that I just cannot put any trust into anyone else besides myself. I am the only one who knows me. If I open up, people are only going to only look at the negatives.
Maybe I too can learn to be an opportunist, and learn to live with that.