Tjaldur
I'm so sad
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I did that again today. I wish I never did.
It went like this:
She said it's my fault. My fault that everyone ignores me and that no one wants to be my friend. But she goes onto casually mention she has a husband and 3 kids teehee.
I told them it's cos I'm ugly and shitskin and so no one wants to be around me.
"That has nothing to do with why you have no friends and why you don't fit in! It's 2022 race is irrelevant"
Then why does no one want to accept me, no matter how hard I try. I'm always asking the questions, I'm always pushing the conversation.
"It's because you just stay in your bed all day!"
But I go to uni campus twice a week for societies and events to make friends and talk to people. How can you say that I don't try?
"It's because you're so negative like right now"
I'm not negative at all to people irl. I'm self aware. I'm always the one asking them questions, trying to get to know them and driving the conversation, I'm trying to uplift them. At the very least they don't bother asking me anything back, it feels like a one way junction. One word answers sometimes. How is that fair?
"Then you need to keep trying! It's in the past"
Why has nothing changed??!? Why does no one want to be with me, why do they ignore me still to this day.
"I HAD TO WORK SINCE I WAS 14, EVERYONE GOES THROUGH THEIR OWN STRUGGLES."
From this point onwards I stopped responding, because I was about to lose my shit:
HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT. OF COURSE YOU BITCH EVERYONE GOES THROUGH THEIR OWN HARDSHIPS IN LIFE. THEY ARE DUE TO ECONOMIC AND PARENTAL CIRCUMSTANCES. BUT BEING DEPRIVED OF SOCIAL GROUPS AND SOCIALITY IS NOT. WE ARE SOCIAL CREATURES, EVERYONE DESERVES THIS AND EVERYONE EXPERIENCES THIS.
I'm a normal human being born with no conditions. I have normal desires just like everyone to have friends, a partner and achievements to strive for. Why can't I have friends, WHY WHY WHY DID I HAVE TO GET TREATED LIKE I'M SOME DIRT AT THE BOTTOM OF THE EARTH. Why does my issues have to be neglected. I have to go outside and talk to people??!!? THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING YOU BITCHES. And no one wants to accept me. They all ignore me.
"PEOPLE HAVE WORSE ISSUES THAN YOU!"
Why do I should care about what some crippled nigga goes through? That doesn't affect my life. I'm going through shit, why don't you guys scrap all your issues because of my suffering you hypocrites.
She actually laughed at the few things I've said, probably used it to life-affirm herself. And is on her way home to get her cheeks clapped by her husband.
It went like this:
She said it's my fault. My fault that everyone ignores me and that no one wants to be my friend. But she goes onto casually mention she has a husband and 3 kids teehee.
I told them it's cos I'm ugly and shitskin and so no one wants to be around me.
"That has nothing to do with why you have no friends and why you don't fit in! It's 2022 race is irrelevant"
Then why does no one want to accept me, no matter how hard I try. I'm always asking the questions, I'm always pushing the conversation.
"It's because you just stay in your bed all day!"
But I go to uni campus twice a week for societies and events to make friends and talk to people. How can you say that I don't try?
"It's because you're so negative like right now"
I'm not negative at all to people irl. I'm self aware. I'm always the one asking them questions, trying to get to know them and driving the conversation, I'm trying to uplift them. At the very least they don't bother asking me anything back, it feels like a one way junction. One word answers sometimes. How is that fair?
"Then you need to keep trying! It's in the past"
Why has nothing changed??!? Why does no one want to be with me, why do they ignore me still to this day.
"I HAD TO WORK SINCE I WAS 14, EVERYONE GOES THROUGH THEIR OWN STRUGGLES."
From this point onwards I stopped responding, because I was about to lose my shit:
HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT. OF COURSE YOU BITCH EVERYONE GOES THROUGH THEIR OWN HARDSHIPS IN LIFE. THEY ARE DUE TO ECONOMIC AND PARENTAL CIRCUMSTANCES. BUT BEING DEPRIVED OF SOCIAL GROUPS AND SOCIALITY IS NOT. WE ARE SOCIAL CREATURES, EVERYONE DESERVES THIS AND EVERYONE EXPERIENCES THIS.
I'm a normal human being born with no conditions. I have normal desires just like everyone to have friends, a partner and achievements to strive for. Why can't I have friends, WHY WHY WHY DID I HAVE TO GET TREATED LIKE I'M SOME DIRT AT THE BOTTOM OF THE EARTH. Why does my issues have to be neglected. I have to go outside and talk to people??!!? THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING YOU BITCHES. And no one wants to accept me. They all ignore me.
"PEOPLE HAVE WORSE ISSUES THAN YOU!"
Why do I should care about what some crippled nigga goes through? That doesn't affect my life. I'm going through shit, why don't you guys scrap all your issues because of my suffering you hypocrites.
She actually laughed at the few things I've said, probably used it to life-affirm herself. And is on her way home to get her cheeks clapped by her husband.
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