neeting sucks
There is only one good thing about it, and its time
Ill tell you a story, of how neeting can be good, when you do it right and use your time
When i was 12 or so, i went to gymnasium, and the teachers believed that my fake email adress, is the email adress of my father
So i basically did not have to go to school, because i just faked stuff, like that i was sick or something
Either way, i never went to school, and had time
So i started to do shit on the internet, learned a lot of shit, like programming etc
Back then i was the owner of one of the biggest german wow servers
We had tens of thousands of players, i was extremely successful, especially i was probably the first one, who charged for custom items, and custom areas with custom bosses
Back then i did not make any money on it, because i had a deal with a guy who basically was like the official companies owner, because of legal reasons, and he also paid the root and website and stuff from the money i made, because as a twelve year old, you cant have a credit card, or sign any agreements
Either way, then i started to make websites, made apps, made videogames, started doing video editing
This was one of the best times in my life, i actually had grown men working for me, as a twelve year old
Back then i also had a gang, which sold drugs and weapons for me, thats how i made my money in reallife, so i was not dependent on the money i made online
But i was naive back then, because i spend all the money i made on them, i partnered up with a company that has expensive cars, its like a vip taxi company
So i paid for their transportation in the most expensive cars you can imagine, i paid for hotels, i bought them clothes etc, we have a bus station in our city, and its the meeting place for younger street kids, i went there and i gave everyone several thousand euros, because i felt sorry for them because they were "street kids"
Either way, they were all snakes, once i stopped doing illegal shit because i got depressed, and actually started to neet at home, no one was there for me
I saw some of them later in life, but they did not even look at me, it was like i did not exist
Either way, its so crazy
Back then i was so successful and important, the cops tried to get me, the mafia tried to get me, and i made so much fucking money
Today im a looser who cant get a gf, with depression and social anxiety
I have literally no money, my drive is gone, and im just scared
This shit broke me
10 Years ago i send 100 people to an other part of the city because some people decided to sell drugs in my area, and nowdays i dont even have anyone who wishes me a happy birthday
I never told anyone about this, its such a big fall, i think about it everyday
>i have to be a better human, i have to change
I changed, and now im a looser, great
The biggest mistake in my life was, to listen to other people
You cant be successful or happy if you listen do them
Do what makes you happy, and dont give a fuck about society and their morals
It will only bring you down, and when you are down, no one will care about you
