being NEET is the only thing keeping me alive
if I had to work/go to school, I'd rope or go ER immediately
if I wake up with a sudden need to draw, I can look up a bunch of tutorials and practice drawing for 8 hours if I wish
I couldn't find time for anything when I was going to school/working: when I came home, I had energy only to ldar
I was constantly sleep deprived and slightly overweight, because energy drinks and fast food were the only way to survive and get some dopamine
I've never felt healthier and happier than now, not even in my childhood
the only downside is living with my parents who can be bitchy at times, but it's still preferable to slaving my life away 8 hours (+ commute) every day to pay off a Jewish loan