Venting Need and Lust

[shynesskills]

I’d like to be a grown up so much.
But I’m a kids mind trapped in an adults body.
I still got childhood trauma and need for love, but my desire tells me that I got to be envious and frustrated, because I don’t get girls or women, that I don’t even deserve.
And it frightens me to the max that there might be no way out.
What if I was unlovable for life?
What if it is just all genes?
How did I deserve this…
I want to get out of it

 

[InMinecraft]

I want to get out of it

you can't

you can:

1) rope
2) cope
3) hate women even more, every day, even more, every day, even more and more

 

[BlackPilledNeet]

how old are you?

 

[Truckzo]

welcome to hell

 

[BlackPilledNeet]

you can't

you can:

1) rope
2) cope
3) hate women even more, every day, even more, every day, even more and more

OR:

4) become a postmaxxing 300 IQ Genius like @InMinecraft

 

[shynesskills]

how old are you?

27 y/o

 

[shynesskills]

you can't

you can:

1) rope
2) cope
3) hate women even more, every day, even more, every day, even more and more

I want neither of them, from the bottom of my heart, if I’m told to cope I get suicidal instantly.

 

[BlackPilledNeet]

27 y/o

yeah its over

 

[shynesskills]

yeah its over

Why is it? I look quite young.

 

[BlackPilledNeet]

Why is it? I look quite young.

Why? Really? Are you virgin? Do you had a girlfriend in ur life?

 

[Hopium]

Welcome to earth prison]
you're staying here forever

@Pillow City Rev

 

[shynesskills]

Why? Really? Are you virgin? Do you had a girlfriend in ur life?

No, but I didn’t realize my trauma and childishness before.

 

[Deleted member 40252]

you can't

you can:

1) rope
2) cope
3) hate women even more, every day, even more, every day, even more and more