...and I don't even have a driver's license. He's a medical doctor who lives with his wife in a 4 bedroom apartment near a lake in a nice part of town. Meanwhile I'm a NEET.
Don't get me wrong, I love him and I am not jealous of him, but when he showed me his motorbike I felt emasculated in an almost comical way. He's got his life sorted and has time and money to pursue masculine pastimes. The motorbike really hit home that he's a grown man and that I'm still a boy at 30. I'm so far behind and it basically comes down to face. He looks a lot like my handsome father, always has done. I don't.
Genetic recombination is a funny thing.
Don't get me wrong, I love him and I am not jealous of him, but when he showed me his motorbike I felt emasculated in an almost comical way. He's got his life sorted and has time and money to pursue masculine pastimes. The motorbike really hit home that he's a grown man and that I'm still a boy at 30. I'm so far behind and it basically comes down to face. He looks a lot like my handsome father, always has done. I don't.
Genetic recombination is a funny thing.
