There are many ways in which this has been demonstrated, especially as he got older. He explained to me that he often shirks school work, sometimes even cheating with AI (which is easy to do as we were homeschooled). His reasoning is that he simply doesn't want to put the effort 
And that being cooped up in the house with no friends or girls or anything really to do gives him no incentive. Furthermore, in terms of moral constraints, there was always a strict ban on any potentially sexual forms of media, particularly of anime. This however did not stop him: as he later related to me, he was watching things like DxD as early as age 13
I once asked him, how do you do it? How are you so immune to the guilt mentality? (for we had been taught many psychological constructs, often based in religion or a twisted form of it, in order to create this mentality). He replied that he considered it all bullshit and that it never got to him…
Now on the other hand there was me: a goody two-shoes neurotic turbo-stressor moral-fagging autist I did every fucking assignment throughout HS, beyond what was required. I never cheated on anything. And of course when it came to anything sexual I was a moral extremist—I was always ready to call out something for being "inappropriate" and would even at times condemn myself for having inappropriate thoughts (not anymore). Finally at age 18 I tried to watch some anime (Kaguya-sama), but by that point I had missed the prime phase to actually become a committed watcher, and the attempt was abortive (hard to explain, just trust me).
Even in college my mindset only became more neurotic, I'm in my last semester now and we are less than one week into the classes… I'm already beating myself up because I haven't started studying (for what??) — I've been mentally programmed to live as a robotic SLAVE. And of course, I've never reaped any rewards, at any point, in terms of getting a loving female partner to support my efforts at living rightly. Perpetually chasing the proverbial carrot on a stick while my youth drains away in female isolation.
And that being cooped up in the house with no friends or girls or anything really to do gives him no incentive. Furthermore, in terms of moral constraints, there was always a strict ban on any potentially sexual forms of media, particularly of anime. This however did not stop him: as he later related to me, he was watching things like DxD as early as age 13 I once asked him, how do you do it? How are you so immune to the guilt mentality? (for we had been taught many psychological constructs, often based in religion or a twisted form of it, in order to create this mentality). He replied that he considered it all bullshit and that it never got to him…
Now on the other hand there was me: a goody two-shoes neurotic turbo-stressor moral-fagging autist
I did every fucking assignment throughout HS, beyond what was required. I never cheated on anything. And of course when it came to anything sexual I was a moral extremist—I was always ready to call out something for being "inappropriate" and would even at times condemn myself for having inappropriate thoughts (not anymore). Finally at age 18 I tried to watch some anime (Kaguya-sama), but by that point I had missed the prime phase to actually become a committed watcher, and the attempt was abortive (hard to explain, just trust me).Even in college my mindset only became more neurotic, I'm in my last semester now and we are less than one week into the classes… I'm already beating myself up because I haven't started studying (for what??) — I've been mentally programmed to live as a robotic SLAVE. And of course, I've never reaped any rewards, at any point, in terms of getting a loving female partner to support my efforts at living rightly. Perpetually chasing the proverbial carrot on a stick while my youth drains away in female isolation.
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