Just a little backstory I wanted to share.
I was a teenager at the time, 15 short before 16. At the time, I was severely depressed, and had plans to kill myself so I tried to do everything possible I wanted to do before taking my life. I went on Roblox (I know it’s a normie shit website) and decided to troll the fuck out of every foid and normie with an annoying ass soundboard. I was having fun tbh, until I ran into this one girl who said she was looking to date someone, with an acquaintance. keep in mind before this I had no interaction with any foid so I didn’t purposely want to have a relationship with any women. I thought I could try and see if I can really actually be attractive since it’s only online.
Fast forward with all that bs extra shit, she asked for my insta which I didn’t have, and asked for any socials. I just told her over chat to friend me and chat me from there. I was dry asf cuz I didn’t know how the fuck to talk to a women and never attempted to once. She was overly obsessed with knowing me so I just gave her my snap over chat. That’s when all the bullshit started to happen.
I talked a few hours with her and played a few games. She didn’t know how I looked or how I sounded. This same behavior goes on for a few days until she confessed and said she had an interest in knowing more about me. So I showed my face, my voice, everything. Clearly, she didn’t respond at all. But didn’t unfriend me or do anything. So I just let it pass. I knew she was wasting my time and was just using me as clout for her friend. I played along with it like the dumbfuck I was.
This goes on for a month or two, she’ll randomly text me and ask to play. But she’d get into arguments with me so often, and I knew she didn’t want to be with me. I knew she was with other guys. I caught her multiple times on alts talking to other guys. I confronted her about it and of course, played victim. I told her that she was a cuck for lying and being a bitch about it. That’s when the real bs happened.
I cut off from her for 2 DAYS, and now I’m getting messages from random people telling me I’m a groomer, I’m this I’m that. So I’m fed up. I just add them and let them speak. She makes up that she tried to “kill herself because she missed me”. I thought it was believable at the time. So I went back with her AGAIN. I caught her doing the same BS. Cheating on me. I knew at this point she hated me and just wanted to get her body count up because she had a whole ton of exes. She was a Latina fat ass btw. An ugly one at that.
Long story short, I broke up with her and she found a Chad so quickly. Not even an hour after she sends a text saying “your the ugliest piece of shit ever, and you will never achieve real love you retard”. I of course tried to be the better man and just said “good for you, are you done?”. I just get blocked and that was it. Ever since then I’ve been more blackpilled and have a strong envy for any foid/e-foid. I know it was my fault I let it go far, I thought by wasting my time saying I loved her and that dumb shit would get me to fuck her cause she at times was horny and I’d play along like a dog. I deeply regret ever doing it. I should’ve killed myself years ago but thought shit would get better but it’s gotten worse than ever. I’m no longer like I was before, and I’ve changed.
I know I’m an unloveable fuck, and if I’ve mogged any of you just by saying this just know that whatever you believe you think you wish you had isn’t something you actually want. EVERY FOID IS THE SAME.
fuck my life and fuck everything.
I was a teenager at the time, 15 short before 16. At the time, I was severely depressed, and had plans to kill myself so I tried to do everything possible I wanted to do before taking my life. I went on Roblox (I know it’s a normie shit website) and decided to troll the fuck out of every foid and normie with an annoying ass soundboard. I was having fun tbh, until I ran into this one girl who said she was looking to date someone, with an acquaintance. keep in mind before this I had no interaction with any foid so I didn’t purposely want to have a relationship with any women. I thought I could try and see if I can really actually be attractive since it’s only online.
Fast forward with all that bs extra shit, she asked for my insta which I didn’t have, and asked for any socials. I just told her over chat to friend me and chat me from there. I was dry asf cuz I didn’t know how the fuck to talk to a women and never attempted to once. She was overly obsessed with knowing me so I just gave her my snap over chat. That’s when all the bullshit started to happen.
I talked a few hours with her and played a few games. She didn’t know how I looked or how I sounded. This same behavior goes on for a few days until she confessed and said she had an interest in knowing more about me. So I showed my face, my voice, everything. Clearly, she didn’t respond at all. But didn’t unfriend me or do anything. So I just let it pass. I knew she was wasting my time and was just using me as clout for her friend. I played along with it like the dumbfuck I was.
This goes on for a month or two, she’ll randomly text me and ask to play. But she’d get into arguments with me so often, and I knew she didn’t want to be with me. I knew she was with other guys. I caught her multiple times on alts talking to other guys. I confronted her about it and of course, played victim. I told her that she was a cuck for lying and being a bitch about it. That’s when the real bs happened.
I cut off from her for 2 DAYS, and now I’m getting messages from random people telling me I’m a groomer, I’m this I’m that. So I’m fed up. I just add them and let them speak. She makes up that she tried to “kill herself because she missed me”. I thought it was believable at the time. So I went back with her AGAIN. I caught her doing the same BS. Cheating on me. I knew at this point she hated me and just wanted to get her body count up because she had a whole ton of exes. She was a Latina fat ass btw. An ugly one at that.
Long story short, I broke up with her and she found a Chad so quickly. Not even an hour after she sends a text saying “your the ugliest piece of shit ever, and you will never achieve real love you retard”. I of course tried to be the better man and just said “good for you, are you done?”. I just get blocked and that was it. Ever since then I’ve been more blackpilled and have a strong envy for any foid/e-foid. I know it was my fault I let it go far, I thought by wasting my time saying I loved her and that dumb shit would get me to fuck her cause she at times was horny and I’d play along like a dog. I deeply regret ever doing it. I should’ve killed myself years ago but thought shit would get better but it’s gotten worse than ever. I’m no longer like I was before, and I’ve changed.
I know I’m an unloveable fuck, and if I’ve mogged any of you just by saying this just know that whatever you believe you think you wish you had isn’t something you actually want. EVERY FOID IS THE SAME.
fuck my life and fuck everything.
