My whole personality caved in

[Incel801]

I've been trying to move on last few months after being on antidepressants since January. I'm off them now but not for long. There's no point in living in the misery of inceldom and I have no idea how I made it this far into oldceldom. Money buys delusions and boy I was the king of delusional up until the money ran out.

I have no internal reasons for living anymore only thing that is keeping me from suicide is taking care of my mom. I hate to say it but I want her to hurry up and go so I can follow her to the grave.

I've been off the antidepressants cause I was bored of not having a sex drive, but REALLY what is the point of that. I just got schooled by my favorite hooker, thinking we had something real.

Haha something real with a hooker!!!This is how bad it had gotten!!

I just want my old delusions back but blackpill made me woke. Now my only ecacpe or cope is thinking about how I'm gonna sui..making good plans

I am home, I love you brothers.

 

[_incelinside]

Damn this is a extra high strength blackpill. I was hoping to cope with inceldom by having low sex drive. When did you start feeling the negative effects (i need to assess how long i have)

 

[Incel801]

I got on antidepressants while on a long vacation from home. I had started to really swallow the blackpill around the time that i left. When I moved back home and thought I would try to get off the prozac and go back to some of my old copes(hookers) instead.

Unfortunately I'm way too Blackpilled now. In fact no one wants to be around me anymore cause I'm not the same person. My whole personality caved in when I stopped being delusional..

So the prozac was working, I was on a low dose that kind of 1/2 way killed my sex drive. I think the answer is to get back on it with a bigger dose so my drive will be totally erased. Makes me just a content bump on a log& also makes me easier to deal with and control..makes living at Mom's possible haha

 

[th62eathhts2]

I just got schooled by my favorite hooker, thinking we had something real.

lul

 

[Incel801]

lul

She strait up had to tell me that I was just a customer..I've been seeing her for a few years and thought we were something more or in some sort of hybrid relationship. Haha!

She told me not to msg her anymore unless it was to set up an appointment... BURN