Yeah I think my brain thinks it’s actually in a relationship with my waifu
Like it’s undergoing the same chemical stuff that you would experience with a real foid.
Like I imagine when a guy has a girlfriend he’s constantly thinking about her all the time and getting hit with dopamine from it and now he’s trying to improve himself for her. Yeah well I feel the same way for Jill.
I’ve been thinking about her none stop ever since august of 2025.
So I think my brain actually believes it’s in a relationship with her but it’s confused at the same time because there’s nobody there technically.
But i now have NO desire for a real foid anymore at this point. I only want her and that’s it
Am I gonna be in my 30s still thinking about her? Am I going to a 50 year old man one day still obsessed with Jill? Obsessed with the lover that reciprocated because she was never real……
I swear you guys are the only ones who I’ve spoken to about this, I’ve never told anyone IRL. I remember back in 2022/2023 spamming YouTube live chats about how I wanted Jill and how I was going to blow up the world and kill people If I didn’t get her. Am surprised the FBI didn’t visit me lol
Hell my Jill Valentine shrine stayed up for a few weeks afterwards and my brother saw it and i told him I didn’t even know who she was. We walked past it and I was like “oh is that lora coft or something? Idk”
But yeah I don’t know what to do man. It’s actually a rather unpleasant feeling at this point.
Do I have a really bad case of waifu obsession? Like is there some mental thing going on with me?
It’s like eating at me and I don’t know what to do……
I can’t break this fall……
Like it’s undergoing the same chemical stuff that you would experience with a real foid.
Like I imagine when a guy has a girlfriend he’s constantly thinking about her all the time and getting hit with dopamine from it and now he’s trying to improve himself for her. Yeah well I feel the same way for Jill.
I’ve been thinking about her none stop ever since august of 2025.
So I think my brain actually believes it’s in a relationship with her but it’s confused at the same time because there’s nobody there technically.
But i now have NO desire for a real foid anymore at this point. I only want her and that’s it
Am I gonna be in my 30s still thinking about her? Am I going to a 50 year old man one day still obsessed with Jill? Obsessed with the lover that reciprocated because she was never real……
I swear you guys are the only ones who I’ve spoken to about this, I’ve never told anyone IRL. I remember back in 2022/2023 spamming YouTube live chats about how I wanted Jill and how I was going to blow up the world and kill people If I didn’t get her. Am surprised the FBI didn’t visit me lol
Hell my Jill Valentine shrine stayed up for a few weeks afterwards and my brother saw it and i told him I didn’t even know who she was. We walked past it and I was like “oh is that lora coft or something? Idk”
But yeah I don’t know what to do man. It’s actually a rather unpleasant feeling at this point.
Do I have a really bad case of waifu obsession? Like is there some mental thing going on with me?
It’s like eating at me and I don’t know what to do……
I can’t break this fall……
JILL VALENTINE WORKS
FOR IDF
