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When I was a senior in high school, I developed a crush on a sophomore. I first discovered her at the gym. I thought she was cute, but I didn’t think much of it. But when I began my senior year, I realized that she went to the same school as me. And coincidentally, her locker was actually next to mine. Note that every year you get a new locker, so it’s not like her locker was always next to time. I followed her on Instagram and asked for her Snapchat and she actually gave me it. We started chatting a bit and things like that. However, everytime I saw her at school I was too scared to talk to her. So everytime we were at our lockers at the same time, I pretended to not see her.
One day out of desperation, I decided that I would bring alcohol to school and get drunk just so I could talk to her. And I did. Three times. The last one was a rollercoaster. I ended up singing a love song for her in front of her whole class, after she rejected me. She’s hated me ever since. But I still haven’t let go of her. I would still see her at the gym occasionally, and I would always walk up to her and try to talk to her. But she would always tell me to fuck off. But I keep doing it anyway. But now I haven’t seen her in several months since I switched gyms.
Part of me is telling me to let go of her and try to find another girl instead. But I just can’t. She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen. Perfect in every way. And I know this isn’t my first crush. I’ve had other crushes before. When I was a sophomore, I had a crush on a female classmate and I kept telling myself the same: that she was the one. But after she rejected me, I was able to let go of her after a few months.
But my current crush is different. She’s like no other girl. She’s one in a million. And it hurts so much that she rejected me. I was socially awkward everytime I spoke to her, but I always tried to be nice. She could’ve chosen a nice guy who treats her with respect such as myself, but instead she decided to be a slut. When she begins her senior year, there will be a lot of parties and I won’t be surprised if she has a lot of sex. I just can’t stand the thought of her getting railed by another guy. The day she gets a boyfriend is probably the day I rope. Has anyone else had an obsession before?
One day out of desperation, I decided that I would bring alcohol to school and get drunk just so I could talk to her. And I did. Three times. The last one was a rollercoaster. I ended up singing a love song for her in front of her whole class, after she rejected me. She’s hated me ever since. But I still haven’t let go of her. I would still see her at the gym occasionally, and I would always walk up to her and try to talk to her. But she would always tell me to fuck off. But I keep doing it anyway. But now I haven’t seen her in several months since I switched gyms.
Part of me is telling me to let go of her and try to find another girl instead. But I just can’t. She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen. Perfect in every way. And I know this isn’t my first crush. I’ve had other crushes before. When I was a sophomore, I had a crush on a female classmate and I kept telling myself the same: that she was the one. But after she rejected me, I was able to let go of her after a few months.
But my current crush is different. She’s like no other girl. She’s one in a million. And it hurts so much that she rejected me. I was socially awkward everytime I spoke to her, but I always tried to be nice. She could’ve chosen a nice guy who treats her with respect such as myself, but instead she decided to be a slut. When she begins her senior year, there will be a lot of parties and I won’t be surprised if she has a lot of sex. I just can’t stand the thought of her getting railed by another guy. The day she gets a boyfriend is probably the day I rope. Has anyone else had an obsession before?
