So I recently joined the forum, I had tried to join earlier but it got autobanned due to IP for some reason, I wanted to share my story and wanted to know if someone else has the same kind of story and any suggestions on what I can do to improve my life, here it goes- So I used to be a pretty normal child until the age of 10, in fact I was pretty confident and a social butterfly who used to take part in different competitions in school or any other public functions. I then lost all my hair including my facial and body hair due to autoimmune disease, and kinda lost my confidence. I I slowly turned into a recluse and stopped performing in any activities. I was bullied heavily throughout high school which made me even more reclusive. My mom started resenting me as well and she used to make remarks regarding my appearance and made me get a shitty wig(it was all we could afford) during high school, it used to make look even more ridiculous. After that my social life only went downhill, I haven't had any success with women or even making friends. I work in IT now and close to 30 and khhv, I am really trying to find a purpose for living on, it doesn't really make sense to continue with my miserable job forever. I tried gymcelling but my body kinda starts acting weird due to my autoimmune shit so my exercise is only limited to brisk walking. Apart from the missing hair, I have a pretty bad chin and nose too jfl. I would appreciate any advice on how I can calm my mind down and stop caring about this shit.
