I'm in an esemble since maybe around last year, my stand partner who is this cute latina really does hate me, the experience I had today just proved it. I come to the rehearsal and tune and warm up, I come earlier than most people so she wasn't there, so I put my backpack right next to her chair. After tuning and stuff I'm just day-dreaming until the rest of the people come, and then she comes to her chair and unpacks, I was still daydreaming, instead of her asking me to move my backpack or moving it for me, she kicks it and uses her feet to move it towards me, like as if it were contaminated. It's not one of those shitty backpack eithers, she knows it was around $30-$40 which is expensive, and yet she treated it like it were dirt off her shoes. This isn't the only times she's been so cold towards me, she never talks to me, even though she is my stand partner.. Whenever she wants to ask something, she asks the other person in the section, even though I know the response, and it's harder to reach them. Also, when she does want something from me, she gives me hand signals, like if I were some dog. She wanted to get up but the space was too close, so she shood me away, insted saying "excuse me". Then, whenever we're on break, if I sit at the table where she sits, she gets up and talks to other people. If I don't sit there, she sits there perfectly fine, I know she hates me because I am sub human.
