Was reading some of my old posts from when I joined and it’s uncanny how much emotion and character I expressed back then even though I was an underage dumbass. I think everything I’ve posted in the past two years is just some arbitrary unhinged thought I had and I don’t actually feel anything about it or identify with it unlike my old content where you can really see the reflection of a human who had passions and woes and sensitivities. I remember feeling intensely invested in all kinds of things back then whether that was girls or incel identity or forum drama or some anime etc whereas now I feel like a distant third party observer to the world and don’t feel attached to anything
