First and foremost, my prefrontal cortex likely never fully developed and probably mutated from single wage slave bad english mother plus siblings moved out. In addition, she was a fairly old mother who likely consumed much lead and microplastics plus had sinking uterus organs. And, then as a result of that, any social interaction I partake in usually have me overanalysing and overremembering them for often weeks and hours at a time. Some theories stipulate autism is a protective mechanism for people who have been alone for a long time to prevent random strangers from stealing from us/ killing us, by maximizing our attention spans to them. Thus, whatever they do will be permanently scarred in my head for the next few weeks/ months. Also, because my prefrontal cortex is deformed, I most likely have to use my critical thinking capabilities to engage in any social interactions be it body language or speaking. Thus, it is over for me and I must go into hiding.
