SuperKanga.Belgrade
Desirae
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Earlier today I watched the new beetlejuice movie with my mom, and I just zoned out at one point dazing off. The thought had come to my mind that I have never felt this sad and low before ever in my life. It feels like there is a literal hole in my chest.
I don't even have anger anymore, it's just a bitter tasting sadness that won't leave me. I feel like I've fucked up my life beyond comprehension, and I hate seeing my family hurting because of it.
It seems like I only ever make everyones life worse, and I hate how I let everyone down all the time. I don't know what the fuck happened to me, but I've changed so much over the years, and I just can't stand myself anymore.
I don't even have anger anymore, it's just a bitter tasting sadness that won't leave me. I feel like I've fucked up my life beyond comprehension, and I hate seeing my family hurting because of it.
It seems like I only ever make everyones life worse, and I hate how I let everyone down all the time. I don't know what the fuck happened to me, but I've changed so much over the years, and I just can't stand myself anymore.
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