Every passing second no matter how self aware I am of my previous regrets I keep making the same mistakes. I’ve never accomplished or improved in anything I’ve done for the past 6 years. I have such a large list of regrets that gets bigger everyday even the past few months when I was aware of the mistakes I made and how I needed to improve I still haven’t. 
It’s catching up to me hard you can’t get away with taking the easy way out boys, if I could wake up one day and realize it was all dream I would be so happy. I want a restart I’ve destroyed my life at such a young age.
At 18 all my mistakes, issues and easy way outs are finally catching up and taking a massive toll on everything. I wasted my life for short term pleasure not thinking of the long term consequences. One of the main issues I critique normies on is hedonism/high time preference. However I am a hypocrite as I am guilty of this but the difference is someone like me is suffering the consequences far earlier and far more severe.
It’s catching up to me hard you can’t get away with taking the easy way out boys, if I could wake up one day and realize it was all dream I would be so happy. I want a restart I’ve destroyed my life at such a young age. At 18 all my mistakes, issues and easy way outs are finally catching up and taking a massive toll on everything. I wasted my life for short term pleasure not thinking of the long term consequences. One of the main issues I critique normies on is hedonism/high time preference. However I am a hypocrite as I am guilty of this but the difference is someone like me is suffering the consequences far earlier and far more severe.
