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Lebensmüder
Soon to be deleted account
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- Joined
- Aug 21, 2018
- Posts
- 5,202
My reasons for leaving (soon):
At this stage of my life I have found finally some level of peace in the form of my copes/interests, I hope that others will find the same and am sure that it is possible for others. My stay here won't be forever - I will soon have much work to do and will then break off here in an attempt to finally get my life in order to pursue my interests/get an own flat/get a degree - maybe forever because this site is too addictive. I am still incel with no prospect of changing it anytime soon, but at least I want to gain some autonomy/control over my life.
After seeing some shit currently happening to people around me (for example: familywise or with old school "mates") I realized that some of my (extremely purist blackpill) views might have been too defeatist/bleak/hopeless/deterministic in all aspects of life despite their often true core - applies to professional and private aspects.
Many things here completely fuck with mental health, particularly the suicides of GeneticTrashLoser and other individuals don't leave my mind anymore, for me suicide (or violence) was, is and never will be something normal/right and every time I see that shit it completely fucks me up.
Even when it's just jokingly discussed, for me every kind of joke in that realm ended now and I have lost my want for edginess/other shit, maybe I am becoming old or shit like that. I panick every time I read shit like that now.
With my extreme tendency towards Internet addiction and the growing problems with self-proclaimed vigilantes I see no other way than a radical break for me.
At this point in life I just want to enjoy the small things in life (like walking in a park/having an aquarium/listening to music/watching TV/speaking with others via the Internet/watching porn/going fishing) without worrying/permanently watching my back.
Furthermore, many of my old friends like YourPersonality aren't there anymore.
While I see no hope for most of so(y)ciety in a wider scale I still see hope for individuals, therefore: Interconnect yourselves with others as much as possible, some degree of friendliness can still be found in the world both online and to much rarer degree offline. I will only stay for a few more days/weeks for some of my friendcels and to give some last words to them.
Some words to the community as a whole:
I nonetheless sincerely hope that the philanthropic efforts of Serge will persist, this community is unlike any other, a place where people rejected by normal society can gather regardless of ethnicity/mental problems/etc., it is sometimes however too bleak in its outlooks on life.
We should focus in a post-black-pill reality to uplift/entertain each other with all means necessary as a community - like with movie nights, talent contests, suggestions for educational/professional programmes (like IslaVista2014 and BlackPillPress did back then). Maybe with Discord/Telegram too.
I personally don't get why the word "cope" is negatively connotated when it clearly helps other people to improve their life quality (in perceived or materialistic ways).
In my opinion some form of positivity should be allowed (with braggers/fakecels being banned/scrutinized nonetheless).
I wish nothing but the best for you. I have high trust in the moderation of this forum, particularly @MarquisDeSade and @Fat Link.
Now some thanks for many users:
@To koniec - thanks for being a friend for me since eternity, I hope you get a prime 10/10 slavic blonde beauty, your threads were incredibly based and talking to you was good
@SocialzERo - it has been an honor to talk with you about our shared interests
@MarquisDeSade - you and @Fat Link are among the funniest/high IQ users here, thanks for your service
@Mentally lost cel - I hope you become a mod here, I hope you manage to get away from your family and live your life in peace, with @Meus and @MarquisDeSade you have some based cels around you
@BummerDrummer, @ThoughtfulCel - your discussions were always funny tbh, for BummerDrummer: I hope you get another Youtube channel and continue the news
@Emba, @Notorious Inkler, @Zer0/∞, @-BrettyBoy- and many others deserve rememberance too.
Thanks, friends. I hope every single one of you will find a 10/10. You deserve it.
At this stage of my life I have found finally some level of peace in the form of my copes/interests, I hope that others will find the same and am sure that it is possible for others. My stay here won't be forever - I will soon have much work to do and will then break off here in an attempt to finally get my life in order to pursue my interests/get an own flat/get a degree - maybe forever because this site is too addictive. I am still incel with no prospect of changing it anytime soon, but at least I want to gain some autonomy/control over my life.
After seeing some shit currently happening to people around me (for example: familywise or with old school "mates") I realized that some of my (extremely purist blackpill) views might have been too defeatist/bleak/hopeless/deterministic in all aspects of life despite their often true core - applies to professional and private aspects.
Many things here completely fuck with mental health, particularly the suicides of GeneticTrashLoser and other individuals don't leave my mind anymore, for me suicide (or violence) was, is and never will be something normal/right and every time I see that shit it completely fucks me up.
Even when it's just jokingly discussed, for me every kind of joke in that realm ended now and I have lost my want for edginess/other shit, maybe I am becoming old or shit like that. I panick every time I read shit like that now.
With my extreme tendency towards Internet addiction and the growing problems with self-proclaimed vigilantes I see no other way than a radical break for me.
At this point in life I just want to enjoy the small things in life (like walking in a park/having an aquarium/listening to music/watching TV/speaking with others via the Internet/watching porn/going fishing) without worrying/permanently watching my back.
Furthermore, many of my old friends like YourPersonality aren't there anymore.
While I see no hope for most of so(y)ciety in a wider scale I still see hope for individuals, therefore: Interconnect yourselves with others as much as possible, some degree of friendliness can still be found in the world both online and to much rarer degree offline. I will only stay for a few more days/weeks for some of my friendcels and to give some last words to them.
Some words to the community as a whole:
I nonetheless sincerely hope that the philanthropic efforts of Serge will persist, this community is unlike any other, a place where people rejected by normal society can gather regardless of ethnicity/mental problems/etc., it is sometimes however too bleak in its outlooks on life.
We should focus in a post-black-pill reality to uplift/entertain each other with all means necessary as a community - like with movie nights, talent contests, suggestions for educational/professional programmes (like IslaVista2014 and BlackPillPress did back then). Maybe with Discord/Telegram too.
I personally don't get why the word "cope" is negatively connotated when it clearly helps other people to improve their life quality (in perceived or materialistic ways).
In my opinion some form of positivity should be allowed (with braggers/fakecels being banned/scrutinized nonetheless).
I wish nothing but the best for you. I have high trust in the moderation of this forum, particularly @MarquisDeSade and @Fat Link.
Now some thanks for many users:
@To koniec - thanks for being a friend for me since eternity, I hope you get a prime 10/10 slavic blonde beauty, your threads were incredibly based and talking to you was good
@SocialzERo - it has been an honor to talk with you about our shared interests
@MarquisDeSade - you and @Fat Link are among the funniest/high IQ users here, thanks for your service
@Mentally lost cel - I hope you become a mod here, I hope you manage to get away from your family and live your life in peace, with @Meus and @MarquisDeSade you have some based cels around you
@BummerDrummer, @ThoughtfulCel - your discussions were always funny tbh, for BummerDrummer: I hope you get another Youtube channel and continue the news
@Emba, @Notorious Inkler, @Zer0/∞, @-BrettyBoy- and many others deserve rememberance too.
Thanks, friends. I hope every single one of you will find a 10/10. You deserve it.
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