Internalizzz
Permanent KHHV | in the here, in the now
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Been reminiscing lately about how mainly in the past I have been treated like shit by my peers and had altercations with co workers , and in everyday life I get stares of disdain or almost digust by normies when out and about doing day to day tasks, it's not as direct now as it was in the past but I can sense they have a subconscious hatred of me due to my appearance and I can't take it for much longer, I wake up and look in the mirror, dreading what I'm gonna find there and think of what could have been had I looksmaxxed and gymaxxed alot earlier. i'm a 6'1 guy with meduim tan skin which refuses to lighten and have shit fat storage and a chunky face and to top it all off I have a shit pheno .. I feel no other talent or personality will ever make up for what I lack most in life. Honest to god I need some kind of surgery or hard looksmaxxing effort to feel accepted. It's tiresome but I just need to put this out there