SuicideFuel My parents gave up on me/I’m moving out by 22 no matter what.

[sbccel]

Half suicidefuel Half lifefuel, but it’s more suicidefuel.

Recently, I had another incident with almost bleeding out from a wound that I had, but instead of telling anyone, I just went to sleep and hoped I would’ve never woken up again, that was the goal, anyway. Bad news bears, I woke up. I decided to tell my mom what happened, and she didn’t give a fuck, and started yelling at me about “how busy she was” and what not. Her usual spill whenever I talk to her. I told her “something something what if I died?” And she didn’t even give a fuck. She knows I’m ugly, she knows I have no skills, she knows I’m a failure, she knows she wasted 19 years raising me, she knows her dreams didn’t come true because of me and that I ruined her life. My mother wants to kill me, but slowly, and she’s smart. She makes food, but really unhealthy food for me, even when I don’t request it, to kill me faster, sometimes I eat it, sometimes I don’t, sometimes I flush it down the toilet. But she absolutely hates me now, and no longer has any care for me. Hopefully, I can turn 21, get a firearm, and kill myself that way. But I know one things for sure, I’m not seeing my 22nd birthday. It’s already over. I have no prospects, no skills, no hope, no dreams, no friends, nothing. I am truly alone in this world, and I will die alone.

 

[sbccel]

If you didn’t notice “moving out” is a troll, I’m actually just gonna kill myself.

 

[Xul]

Or beat her up and move out

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

My mother wants to kill me, but slowly, and she’s smart. She makes food, but really unhealthy food for me, even when I don’t request it, to kill me faster

Schizoid.is

 

[sbccel]

Or beat her up and move out

With what money?

 

[Xul]

With what money?

Cuntry?

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

brutal

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

at least pray to god (jesus) first and see what happens

 

[sbccel]

Cuntry?

US

 

[sbccel]

at least pray to god (jesus) first and see what happens

Cope

 

[Xul]

US

Get neetbux or move to canada and get better neetbux

For states you might need to fake some shit like fibromyalgia

 

[sbccel]

Get neetbux or move to canada and get better neetbux

For states you might need to fake some shit like fibromyalgia

I’m gonna start faking a mental illness

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

It’s already over. I have no prospects, no skills, no hope, no dreams, no friends, nothing. I am truly alone in this world, and I will die alone.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

That's brutal man, I'm sorry.

 

[Xul]

I’m gonna start faking a mental illness

Bro you dont need to fake, calling it fake is gaslighting yourself you have major depression at minimum and probably ptsd from your bitch mother.

 

[sbccel]

Bro you dont need to fake, calling it fake is gaslighting yourself you have major depression at minimum and probably ptsd from your bitch mother.

My mother isn’t a bitch, she honestly has the right to hate me. I was an absolute waste of millions of dollars (over the course of 8 years in private school), and an absolute waste of 19 years of life.
She’s could’ve done more, but even if she did, most of the bad things that happened in my life because I was ugly/I was unlucky.

 

[sbccel]

My mother isn’t a bitch, she honestly has the right to hate me. I was an absolute waste of millions of dollars (over the course of 8 years in private school), and an absolute waste of 19 years of life.
She’s could’ve done more, but even if she did, most of the bad things that happened in my life because I was ugly/I was unlucky.

*9 years in private school, I started in 3rd grade

 

[Xul]

My mother isn’t a bitch, she honestly has the right to hate me. I was an absolute waste of millions of dollars (over the course of 8 years in private school), and an absolute waste of 19 years of life.
She’s could’ve done more, but even if she did, most of the bad things that happened in my life because I was ugly/I was unlucky.

If she doesnt care about you she probably shook you as a baby tbh

 

[sbccel]

If she doesnt care about you she probably shook you as a baby tbh

She did care about me before, she just doesn’t care about me now because I’m a failure at everything I do. She wasn’t expecting me to be this much of a fuck up in all aspects of life.

 

[Xul]

She did care about me before, she just doesn’t care about me now because I’m a failure at everything I do. She wasn’t expecting me to be this much of a fuck up in all aspects of life.

Nah she never cared about you. She wanted another thing to be proud of she never loved you, the sooner you stop defending her the better it will be for you.

 

[Xul]

She did care about me before, she just doesn’t care about me now because I’m a failure at everything I do. She wasn’t expecting me to be this much of a fuck up in all aspects of life.

You didnt end up being a gold trophy so she threw you away

 

[sbccel]

You didnt end up being a gold trophy so she threw you away

To even get a trophy, you have to participate in the game of life, from the moment I was born, I was born out of the game. I instantly lost, doomed for a life of “coulda, woulda shoulda” and wondering.

 

[Cnidoblastos]

Our parents are also our enemies, many incels forget that. Good luck, brocel

 

[sbccel]

Our parents are also our enemies, many incels forget that. Good luck, brocel

Thx brocel

 

[Lonelyus]

Im almost 26, It will get harder and harder and harder the more you age, You will have thoughts so bad and the loneliness will be hell, I recomend staying at your parents home, Humans are not ment to be lonely and you WILL crave company.

 

[Xul]

Our parents are also our enemies, many incels forget that. Good luck, brocel

 

[sbccel]

Im almost 26, It will get harder and harder and harder the more you age, You will have thoughts so bad and the loneliness will be hell, I recomend staying at your parents home, Humans are not ment to be lonely and you WILL crave company.

Company I will never get. Company, no matter how hard I work for it, I will never receive. Company that will just be out of reach, forever locked behind the invisible barrier of being sub5. Company that will never come.

 

[Max90]

If it was 4chan, I would have written something along the lines of: "Don't forget to turn on the stream" or "That's what they say in Russia: "Measure seven times, cut once."

Joke aside. The problem in the United States is the anti-psychiatric movement, which led to the reforms of psychiatric hospitals. A suicide attempt is already an indication for hospitalization. But in the United States, a huge number of mentally ill people do not receive help, but live on the streets like homeless people (and they are homeless because the ilness did not allow them to be financially stable).

In another country you could go to university or college and live in a dorm while receiving a scholarship.

For free. No student loans.

But I'm not sure you can do that now. You're clearly depressed and need therapy. Or normal living conditions. But they won't just pop out of thin air.

It's hard to give good advice without knowing all the circumstances, and it's not a given that you want to hear advice.

 

[sbccel]

You're clearly depressed and need therapy.

When you see something an ITfag would say, but you can’t prove their an ITfag:

 

[Mr.Breb]

I have no prospects, no skills, no hope, no dreams, no friends, nothing

That's inceldom, born to die without having any value for society and neither having enjoyed life
And this is why im pro eugenics

 

[Max90]

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When you see something an ITfag would say, but you can’t prove their an ITfag:

I'm not trying to take higher moral ground by pointing out the obvious. And I'm not blaming you for things that are out of your control. Or even for things that are, because people make mistakes and are flawed.

But that doesn't mean I should play along with your delusions. Your environment is truly shitty and the people who are supposed to support you are being bitches. But that doesn't change the fact that instead of changing your environment, you're trying to kill yourself.

 

[sbccel]

I'm not trying to take higher moral ground by pointing out the obvious. And I'm not blaming you for things that are out of your control. Or even for things that are, because people make mistakes and are flawed.

But that doesn't mean I should play along with your delusions. Your environment is truly shitty and the people who are supposed to support you are being bitches. But that doesn't change the fact that instead of changing your environment, you're trying to kill yourself.

If I change my environment, I become homeless for a long time, if not permanently. I have no source of income to live on my own with, I have no option of changing my environment outside of doing hallucinogenic drugs, or killing myself. No, I’m not gonna live in a homeless shelter, as shitty as my situation is, I know living in a homeless shelter is far worse.

 

[Icarus]

I’m gonna start faking a mental illness

If you're on this forum you probably don't even need to fake it tbh. Most people here have some form of depression or anxiety.

 

[Max90]

If I change my environment, I become homeless for a long time, if not permanently. I have no source of income to live on my own with, I have no option of changing my environment outside of doing hallucinogenic drugs, or killing myself. No, I’m not gonna live in a homeless shelter, as shitty as my situation is, I know living in a homeless shelter is far worse.

Let's say this is the maximum program and it's not available to you yet.

Can you at least get a source of income?

People work as couriers, loaders, managers, cooks, etc. I'm not saying that you should become a programmer, because it's nonsense that everyone can write code. But there are a huge number of places where you can earn money.

You can't work for some reason?

 

[Xul]

an absolute waste of millions of dollars

If you arent larping kill the whore and take the inheritance

 

[Max90]

If you arent larping kill the whore and take the inheritance

Actually, it's not a bad idea. At least he won't be homeless, because a prison cell is also a home of sorts.

I watch a lot of videos on forensics on YouTube. Interrogations, investigations, interesting cases. So, relatives are checked first.

You have to be a genius or a rich person to escape justice in the USA.

 

[Xul]

Actually, it's not a bad idea. At least he won't be homeless, because a prison cell is also a home of sorts.

I watch a lot of videos on forensics on YouTube. Interrogations, investigations, interesting cases. So, relatives are checked first.

You have to be a genius or a rich person to escape justice in the USA.

Okay youtube consoomer

 

[Max90]

Okay youtube consoomer

You know, it's better than encouraging someone to commit a crime that will send them behind bars for decades.

 

[Xul]

You know, it's better than encouraging someone to commit a crime that will send them behind bars for decades.

The media isnt real life, stop letting it maxinhib you

 

[Max90]

The media isnt real life, stop letting it maxinhib you

What exactly do you doubt? That he will become the prime suspect? If you don't like the media, look in your forensics textbooks.

 

[hansuilluo]

I’m not seeing my 22nd birthday.

 

[hansuilluo]

I’m not seeing my 22nd birthday. It’s already over. I have no prospects, no skills, no hope, no dreams, no friends, nothing. I am truly alone in this world, and I will die alone.

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